Ishra SS- Lust or Love?

CHAPTER 5

Ishita starts narrating her past to raman-

I and Subbu both were in same school and in same class. We likes each other a lot and he proposed me in our school farewell party. I was on cloud nine and immediately accepted his proposal. We started dating each other and even got admission in same dental college. Many times Subbu tries to come close to me but I was little hesitant as i was not ready for any intimacy before our marriage. Subbu always try to convince me  that they will use precautions and nothing will happen but i disagreed and it was always a reason for our fight but somehow I always made him understand. After completing our dental degree, we both got a job and decided to reveal our relationship to  parents. Surprisingly, our parents accepted us and decided to do engagement after a week. Everything was going smoothly but on the day of engagement, i got unconscious and in hospital doctor gives them a shocking news that I can never be a mother in future. All were stunned and specially Subbu. After sometime, when i gain my concious, Subbu was the first one to meet me. I asked him about what doctor told. He was looking at me with angry filled eyes

FLASHBACK
Subbu(S)-tumne mujhse itna bada sach chupaya, kyu Ishita kyu
I- Mene kya chupaya hai Subbu, yeh kya bole Jaa rhe ho😢
S- Dr. ne sab bol diya ki tum kabhi maa nahi ban Sakti. Tumne mujhe Dhoka diya, Apne pyaar ke Jaal me mujhe fasaya taaki tum Jaisi ladki ke sath shaadi karlu main
I- shocked... Ye kya bol rhe ho Subbu main maa nahi ban Sakti kabhi
S- bholi banne ki jarurat nahi hai😤.. ab mujhe sab samaj mein aa rha hai ki tum mujhe Apne pas kyu nahi aane deti thi. Tum janti thi ki tum mujhe sirf bacha hi nahi Balki kuch nahi de Sakti thi. Tum Jaisi aurat ko kaun apnaega jo na hi bacha de Sakti hai aur naa hi kisi aadmi Ko biwi hone ka Sukh. Tum kisi ki biwi kya rakhel(mistress) banne ke layak bhi nahi ho
Flashback End

She started crying bitterly, Raman hold her by shoulder. She hugged him instantly and he starts caressing her back to make her calm. After sometime, she got little bit relax and break the hug.
R- Ishita aise Insaan ke liye tum kyu ro Rahi ho. He never loved you
I- Thank you Raman.. Aisa lag Raha hai aaj Sara Dard khatam ho Gaya.
R-ishita I know we shared a weird relationship but I can't see tears in your eyes
I- looked into his eyes and got lost
R- kya hua?
I- came back in her senses and said kuch nahi.
R- chalo ab bahut late ho Gaya.. ghar chalte hai
I- sorry for today Raman, I will compensate tomorrow
R- shh...No need of sorry... If I have been able to lessen your pain then you have already made my day Ishita
I- smiled and said can we be friends?
R- hesitantly asked so are you ending our this relationship
I- chuckled and said No Raman but we can be friends also or you can say "Friends with Benefits" and winked
R- are you sure?
I-100% sure, only if you want this friendship
R- so friends and take his hand to shake with her.
Both Shaked their hands and leave for their respective homes.

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