Ishra SS- Lust or Love?

CHAPTER 10

In the middle of night, both ishra wakes up due to sound of crying Ruhi, Ishita takes Ruhi in her arms trying to make her calm. She put Ruhi in her lap and start caressing her hairs and soon she slept again. Raman was watching the bond of ishru.
R- Ishita you and Ruhi both shares a unique bond
I- hmmmm.... Even I don't know when she became a important part of my life. With her, I never felt that I am an incomplete woman(a tear fall from her eyes)
R- he side hugged her and said, shhh... Ishita. Don't cry for those who can't see what I can
I- what can you see Raman??
R- I can see your beautiful heart and soul behind this beautiful face. You can make anyone happy just by your smile, your single glimpse makes mine and ruhi's day. You are that woman who would complete her partner not him.
I- look into his eyes. Raman can I tell you something?
R- sure... You can share anything with me
I- actually amma is calling me from many days and ...
R- and what ishita
I- she wants me to return to Chennai permanently.
R- all colours drained from his face. He doesn't know what to say
I- what should I do Raman??
R- you wants to go back??
I- I don't know Raman.... If I go back then I know amma will again force me for marriage
R- (stammered)mmarrriage???
I- yes... I came to Delhi just because amma was forcing me for marriage and no one was ready to accept a barren woman
R- angrily, shut up. Don't you ever say this word for yourself.
I- Raman I can't deny my reality.
R- he pointed his finger towards Ruhi and said, see this is your reality Ishita, your unconditional love and care for Ruhi is your reality. A barren is one who has nothing to serve to others but You have so much love to give others, so how can you be a barren.
I- she smiled sarcastically and said I wish all can think like you Raman. Now, I can't think of marry anyone even for the sake of my parents because a woman like me had only one thing to give her partner is her virginity which I lost to you. Now I have nothing to serve him even my love so in your words you can call me a "barren"
R- shocked listening to her words. He angrily takes Ruhi from her and make her lay comfortably on the bed. Then, he hold Ishita's wrist and make his ways towards hall.

R-So what you want to say Ishita that now you are guilty of giving yourself to me.
I- I didn't mean that Raman
R- he pulled her towards him by her upper arms. I do understand your words very clearly. I never forced you to sleep with me, indeed you were the one who was giving signs to me that I would ask you for becoming "SEX PARTNERS"
I- shocked, she slapped him hard. How can you say this to me
R- GET OUT of my house... NOW and never show your face to me and Ruhi
I- a crying Ishita left his house

Will Raman realise his mistake??