Cub Love

15

Chris's POV

I'm pissed,, hearing that story coming from Van, is so horrible. I felt sorry for him. He doesn't deserve to be treated like that, not him. He is so kind and delicate... I'm pissed at Jerrald. I knew him for years now and as far as I know he's not a jerk.

I'm eager to talk to him. I want to why. In addition to my anger is Van admitting that he had or still a crush on the stupid jerk. I appreciate his honesty to me, but still Im pissed. Thats why I never spoke to my cutie after hearing all that. All I can think about was talking to Jerrald.

Right now, Im headed to his place. Texted him a while ago, and said that I could come over.

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"Yo, want something to drink?" Jerrald said as we both sat on the sofa in his place.

I just shook my head as a response. " This will just be quick" I said.

"K," He said and leaned his back on the sofa to get more comfortable.

" Why did you do that to Van,? " I asked.

"What are you talking about?" He tried to sound like an innocent person, but I know thats bullshit.

" You know what Im talking about bro, You fucked him then told him to leave your house without even ....  You treated him like crap." I said.
We stayed silent for a few minutes then I spoke again.

" Im not here to fight, ok. I just want an explanation from you, we both know he doesn't deserve that, you should have seen his face while telling me what happened. He looked so hurt.....

He's already insecure , even though he don't have to be .. and I can see that what you've done made him pity himself more." I stated all that in a calm voice. Its true that I did not came here to fight.

" It's because I got scared,.. I.. I have to admit that I also do like him, at that moment, I just panicked." He tried to explain.

"Panicked about what ?"

"I thought that its the easiest way, because I don't want to break what we and Val have, and I know that its not an excuse and I do realize now that what I did was wrong." He said looking at me.

" You're an asshole." I said flatly.

" I know, but right now I'm ready, I want to make things right with Van. I want him, I wanna be with him." He said with a hopeful sound in his voice.
I was stunned at what he said, then I realized that I just got competition with my cutie now. Clenched my teeth as I felt more pissed at him.

'this asshole, after what he'd done now he wants my cutie?' No way bitch!

"You know thats quite impossible now right? given that we're now together?' I said to him smiling.

He just grinned, This bastard!
"It doesn't look like it, I'm sorry but I just have to steal him from you Chris."

I raised a middle finger in front of his face then I stood up and walked out of his place.

I don't know what he's planning or if he's even serious about what he said but the thing is I cant let him steal my cutie from me.

I care about him and I know that I want to have a serious relationship with him, because if I didn't I should've already fucked him on the first night that I met him...

Thinking about him, makes me miss him already, Im now lying on my bed... I'm just so tired, so the next thing I did was sleep while my cutie is on my mind. Grrrr, how I want to hold him right now.

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A/N

I really dont know what Im doing with this story anymore. I guess I'll just let the story write itself.

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Also sorry for the short chapter.