Cub Love

26

Van

" Guys I miss you so much. "

I said to to the camera of my laptop. Right now, I'm talking to my two best best friend's who have been MIA for these past couple of weeks. Apparently, Alex is out of town and is now staying with his grandparents because his grandmother was sick. On the other side, Mel got a job and have been also very busy.

This was never a big to our friendship though. I know that they're my real friends because this is not the first time that we did not talked to each other for a long time but still everytime we go back from that long lack of interaction, we still have that connection, we always know how to handle each other.

Its just sad though, that there has been a lot that happened to my own personal life and this is the only time that I told them about it.

" I told you babe, boys will be dying to have some of that ass."   Alex said through the video call.

" Its not that, I think.. . I think.. " I replied.

" Look Van, no matter what it is, to me it will be better to choose Chris. I mean, you two are perfect and the guy is almost too good to be true, but there he is sucked your cute dick."

God,! Mels mouth can be so sinister sometimes.

That just made me all flustered infront of the camera, and they just laughed at me.

" But I think, I dont.. dont know, I really dont know." I said.

"Look, its for you to decide on what will you do about these two but, no matter what your decision will be. Think about it for a hundred times. okay?"

Mel said, looking and sounding so sincere, and yeah he is right.

"Yes babe, we just dont want to see you hurt or regret your decision in the end."  Alex added.

See, this is why I love them so much. We dont need to catch up on all of the things that had happened, we will always have that friendship no matter how far we are with each other.

" Thank you guys, I love you."

"aww.. Our baby is all grown up. " Alex stated.

" hehe.. well . yeah. Hope to see you guys soon?"

" Yeah.. Byeiiiiiiiii."

" Bye.."

" Bye love you.. "

And thats how our call ended. After that, I took the time to prepare for work. This will be my last two weeks and I still dont know what I will do to this feeling's I have.

After getting dressed, I just sat on the living room couch and waited for Chris to come and take me to work.

Right now, Im not sure if I really want Chris to be here. I dont want to lie and hide what happened last night, but if I'll say a thing to him. It will cause another drama and I'm not sure how will he take it. But still, I dont want to hide something. Its unfair.  As I am deep on my thoughts, the doorbell rang. So I grabbed my bag and prepared to meet Chris.

" Hi, wifey! "

He said with the biggest smile on his face. He looks good. I mean he always look good but there's something about him this morning. He's happy?

" Morning Chris.. " After saying that, I hugged him. Burying my face on his chest.

" I missed you. " I said..

" awww... I missed you too." Then he kissed my head.

After that we got inside his car. As we're driving, his phone kept on ringing, notification after notification and its starting to piss me off, so I grabbed it. I looked at Chris before unlocking it and he just shrugged.When I opened it, I saw that it was all from his IG account.  Likes, comments, and DM's from girls and guys.  This is the first time I'm checking a social media account of his and while looking at his posts, I knew the reason behind those notifications. Chris has a lot of posts of him shirtless. Selfies and he even have a picture of his bulge posted. God! .. Thats one of the most infuriating post he has.

" Before you go crazy mad over me, kindly check the dates wifey."  I think he noticed what I've been checking.

When I went through the dates of his posts I saw that all of those were dated before we met. His last post were last last last month. I wad relieved.

"But why are they still bugging you?" I asked

" Its because I'm hot wifey." He said then winked at me.

Cocky bastard.

" Please dont worry babe.. I only have my eyes for you ok?" He said, I want to melt from those words. It feels so unreal that somebody like him, who can easily get what he want and whoever he wants is saying those words to me.

I kept on checking his account reading some comments. I checked some of the people who has been sending him messages and honestly, I was no match to them. They were instagram models and I myself dont even have 10 followers on my account. Chris can do better. :(

"Why are you not considering them? .. I mean some of them are pretty attractive.. And me.. Im.. im just me." I said then placed his phone away.

The car stopped and he looked at me.

" I already told you, dont think so low of your self. ok?"

" Again, I only want you Van... How many times do you want me to say it?"

He said.

" Im sorry.... " 

After saying that, I realized that those people will not stop on sending messages to him.So I asked him to.....

"Delete your account." I said.

"What?"

" I said delete your account.. Those people will keep on try to get your attention and I dont want it..

I only want your eyes on me, "  I said. Call me stupid or anything that you want, but still I want him to only be mine.  After a few seconds, Chris grabbed his phone and deleted his account and showed it to me.

" Done ,, wifey.. Now please stop worrying ok?'

It's endearing to know that you want me the way I want you but I dont want seeing you sad ok?"  He said then kissed me on the lips.

Really Van? You're being possessive over him when just last night you let another boy kiss and touch you? ....

God.. I'm horrible.

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A/N

How cute.. VanChris is right?

or JerVan is better?

Thank you btw, if you're reading this crap.