Lies Are The Truth (RonRon) (KiaNessa)

Chapter 12: Comfort

Roni's POV

I get in the car with Nessa, still crying. Nessa knows Aaron and I got back together so she was confused on why I was crying. This is also hard for me to admit because I was jealous of Nessa before. And she didn't know about that

"Roni wh noat's wrong?" Nessa asked as I immediately pulled her into a hug and cried

"I can't do this. I can't live like this again. I can't lose him again. This can't be happening Nessa. This can't be happening" I said crying on Nessa's shoulder

"Wh-what happened? Didn't you guys just get back together?" Nessa asked

"The truth is that....-" I hesitated

"Why? What's the truth Roni?" Nessa asked

"The truth is that....I only started dating Aaron to gain fame..." I said

"WHAT?! WHY?!?!!! RONI WHY WOULD U DO THAT! WH-AT?!" Nessa asked shooked

"because I was jealous" I said

"Of who?" Nessa asked

"You, Nessa, You" I said crying as she looks at me confused and sad.

"Roni....why would u be jealous of me?" I asked

"At that time Nessa, everyone always liked you better" I said

"That's not true" Nessa said

"Mom and Dad liked you better"

"RONI THATS NOT TRUE" Nessa said

"Even our fans liked you better. When you were with Aaron, everyone always called you guys couple goals, I've never experienced that my whole life and I wanted to try it. Fame got into my head and I don't know why and how all I know is that I loved Aaron. I realized I loved him right after I was dating him. I dated him at first bc I thought I would gain more fame by dating a fellow YouTuber, I didn't mean to use him. After a week of two I completely fell in love with him. And I never loved anyone as much as I loved him. I didn't think he would be the guy of my dreams but he is. I lost him once and now....I lost him again....Sarah told him. I don't know how she knew but she did! And she told him. I'm sorry Nessa. I really am this doesn't only include Aaron but you too. I'm sorry, I rlly am" I said crying as Nessa hugs me

"Roni. Listen to me. I'm your sister, no our fans don't like me better, our parents don't like me better. They like us equally. So what if our fans have lanes or like whatever they still love both of us. Roni. Our fans like you for who you are, you don't have to be someone else for people to fall in love with you and give you attention. Roni you're funny, you're amazing, you're beautiful inside and out. Our fans know that, our family knows that, Aaron knows that....I know that. I know for a fact that there's a beautiful soul inside you because we grew up together. We promised each other before we started YouTube to not let fame get into our head, now wtf happened. Roni if you felt like this why didn't you tell me? I should've been there for you. To comfort you, to help you....but I wasn't. Roni you're my sister and I can't control how u feel or whatever but please tell me what's going on. But hey. Whatever happens, I'll be with you every step it takes. We'll get Aaron back I promise." Nessa said as I hug her for a long time.

"I don't know if I can do this" I said

"You can. I know u can" Nessa said as we keep hugging.

"I love you" I said

"I love you too" Nessa said

Aaron's POV.

I stood in front of Alex, telling him everything that happened