I am faced with a decision I can not make,
A decision i do not know how to make.
I am stuck between two halves that do not make a whole.
In a limbo of torture
That pulls and pleads for the pleasure
Of a choice I cannot choose.
It rips and rains on me endlessly asking for a reckless reasoning to go on the right path.
Here I cannot take a single breath
Without air being caught in my lungs
Fighting restlessly to escape
And a heavy chest
Unable to move
Unable to give me any form of mercy.
I am stagnant
Still
But I am no longer sound.
I slip between divots of chaos
While crossing regions of conflict
I endure on with red eyes
And low eyelids
Clinging
Clawing
Crawling
To make a choice I cannot choose.