Right now I am dying,
On the inside and out.
I say this with confidence,
And without a single doubt.
*
I hold in all of my pain,
I hold in all of my cries.
Oh how I cannot wait
'Till the rest of me dies.
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It eats at my body
And rots my very soul.
I can't tell anyone this,
I'm too young to feel this old.
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I leave behind family.
I do not have many friends.
Right now I cannot wait
Until my timely death.
