Becca's POV
I tried calling Jimmy, but he still wasn't answering my calls. I guess he was still mad about our phone call the other day. I just sighed and put my head in my hands. Looks like I was going to lose everyone. Except Tippi. I still had her. At least I hoped I did. She didn't seem upset about the whole thing. I mean we were both going behind each other's backs. She wanted Matt and I wanted Jimmy, so we're getting what we wanted. At least she was. Jimmy wasn't talking to me. I got up from the bed in my motel room and grabbed a water from the fridge. I opened it and took a sip before sitting back down and grabbing my phone. I shot Jimmy a quick text.
“Jim can you please answer me? I'm all moved out of Matt's place and I really don't want to live in a motel for the rest of my life...”
“I'm busy right now, Becca.”
I sighed and threw my phone on the bed. Why was he so busy? Who the fuck was he seeing? Was he even worth it? He hadn't been giving me the light of day, so why bother putting myself through so much pain? You know what? I wasn't going to deal with this. I've suffered enough as it was. I could move back to New Hampshire and restart my life out there. That was where all my family was. I was sure they'd be glad to see me again. It had been almost 12 years since I'd last saw them. That was it. I made my decision. I was moving back to New Hampshire. I grabbed a piece of paper and wrote a note to Jim in case he showed up here.
Jimmy,
I've decided I'm going to move back to New Hampshire. It's obvious no one wants me around, especially you since you've been too busy to even talk to me or see me. I guess I'm doing you all a favor and removing myself from your lives. I hope you all can move on without me. If you see Tippi at all, let her know I love her and I'll miss her dearly. She hasn't been answering my calls or texts either. No one has. I'm headed to the airport now to purchase my ticket and take the next flight to Boston. I hope you have a good life.
Becca.
I bit my lip and taped the note to the outside of the door. I grabbed all of my stuff and packed it in my car. I paid the motel for my last day and got back in my car, driving to the airport.
