Becca's POV
I finally fully explained to my parents about the whole situation and why I came back. Surprisingly they were understanding and said things like that would happen sometimes. I personally thought they were going to think I was stupid or something like that. They told me that I didn't have to stay out there long and that Jimmy and I could go back to Cali whenever we wanted. But to be honest, I didn't want to go back. I wanted Jimmy and I to move somewhere else and start fresh, but I knew we couldn't because of the band.
“Jimmy?” I asked, laying my head on his chest. We were back at the motel.
“Yes?” He brushed his fingers through my hair.
“I don't wanna go back to Cali.”
“No?” He chuckled. “Why not?”
“Because I want to start a new life with you. Start fresh. I know we can't though because of the band.”
“I'm sorry. What about a new life is it that you want?”
“New friends. New house. New everything.”
“You don't like our friends now?”
“I can't stand 90% of them.”
“What about Tippi?”
“Are you kidding? She fucking hates me.”
“No she doesn't.”
“I know she does. I stole you from her.”
“She stole Matt.”
“Good she can have him. I'd been planning on leaving him anyways.”
“What? Really?”
“Him and I stopped getting along many years ago. The I love you's were all lies for the longest time. I knew he fell out of love with me quite some time ago. I just didn't know why until now. Tippi. He's been into her long before you two had gotten together.”
“Well I wish I knew that before her and I got together.”
“It probably wouldn't have made a difference.”
“Of course it would have. They would have gotten together and we would have gotten together.”
“But you only recently started having a thing for me.”
“That's what you think.”
I looked at him bewildered. Was he insinuating that he's been into me longer than I thought he was?