Four Leaf Clover (Awsten Knight)

Chapter 12

A/N ITS ME AGAIN! ANOTHER (major) TRIGGER WARNING BECAUSE LIFE SUCKS!! Also the triggering part is like right off the bat and the whole chapter so maybe skip if you are not about this life. actually no one should but you get it.

I turned the water on and sat on the toilet cover. I grabbed my backpack and dug through it finding my old glasses case. I opened it up. I didn't remember there being this many. They were all marked with numbers. You could say I collected them. The shiny metal pieces. That would be interesting. 

"Hi my name is Marley and I collect blades!" Yeah. Bad idea. I was still crying but I found a newer, a sharper looking blade and made bad decisions. I guess I started crying even louder because all of a sudden there was banging on the door. My phone was blowing up. I heard Awsten yelling and Geoff yelling louder. I heard Lucas too. I looked down. Too much blood. No one could save me now. 

"Marley please!" I heard Geoff yell. I looked up. I couldn't speak. I couldn't take it. I was trying. And nothing happened. I fell off the toilet and just laid on the ground. Tears and some blood pooled around me. I could see them from under the door. And then I closed my eyes. I could hear their worried voices.

"Oh my god. Oh my god. Oh my fuckin god. She's bleeding. What the hell. Oh my god." I heard Awsten spit out. He probably looked under the door too. Then I heard Lucas and Geoff really banging on the door.

"How close is she?" Geoff yelled. 

"She's like up against the wall." Awsten aid, trying to figure out my placement.

 I was really tired.

 'I think I'm gonna just nap here' I told myself. 

The door kicked in. They got in. Someone turned off the shower, and there I was. Laying on the ground. In my bra and underwear, exposed to the whole damn bus. Damn it. Almost everyone was either crouching or was at the door. 

I felt Awsten at my head. He was tapping my face.

"Hey Mar, please stay awake okay? You're gonna be okay." He said. He was crying. 

I could barely open my eyes. 

Lucas was around somewhere.

"Mar. What the hell?" He said softly, he was at my legs, trying to wrap them or something. 

"Holy shit." Geoff said. 

"What?" Awsten said, concerned. 

Geoff didn't respond. And then I fell asleep. On the bathroom floor. But I woke up in a hospital. 

Life is crazy, right?

A/N- I know this is short but next chapter should be fairly long.