Four Leaf Clover (Awsten Knight)

Chapter 13

As I said, I woke up in a hospital. Except I don't know what was going on in my head. I didn't exactly know where I was. I was propped up so I didn't have to sit up. I was under a blanket. My blanket. From home. I smiled a little. I looked around. But didn't know what to do. I grabbed my glasses, but noticed I had bandages around my wrists. I pulled the blanket off to expose my bandaged thighs as well. I sighed but looked around more, now that I could see. I saw my bracelets on the counter that was in the corner. I got up, thankful there was no IV, and grabbed a hair-tie putting my hair into a little bun. I walked to the door and took a deep breath. 

I opened the door to find a nurse. She immediately saw my bandages and said I should go back in my room and put the clothes on the chair. I turned and saw them and nodded. I threw them on and used the toiletries that were with them. There was a Waterparks sweatshirt and some sweatpants that weren't mine. But everything smelled like Awsten. 

Awsten. Holy shit what time was it? Don't they have a show? I walked out of the room again, and looked around. I walked to the front desk. 

"Hi is there anyway that I can sign out?" I asked, hoping for a yes. 

"Name?" The lady asked. I gave her my name, and she immediately looked up at me, almost terrified. 

"Sweetie, can you go back to your room? You aren't aloud to leave until you are talked to by a specialist or someone checks you out with clearance from the hospital." She said, trying to not loose it or something. I sighed and thanked her. She told me where everything was as I was probably never leaving. I found the food court/cafeteria thing and got a water. I sat down at a table in the corner and reached inside of the sweatshirt pocket. But I didn't have my phone. I sighed and tried to wipe the tears that were already coming. I sniffed and just looked down. I couldn't this anymore. 

I got up, and started walking to the bathroom. Thank god it was a one-stall. I wiped off the remaining makeup I had on, and took a deep breath. Again. I walked out, and was walking back to my room when I heard a familiar voice. I turned, not knowing where I heard the voice and I froze. I couldn't move. I just started screaming and sobbing. I was a mess. I am a mess. 

Nurses ran to me, asking me if I was okay, and pulled me to my room. 

"What's wrong sweetie?" A nurse, Hannah, asked me. I ended up loving her. Besides the point.

"He..." I couldn't stop crying. They started listing things and I nodded when they said the right thing. The immediately felt even more awful and asked if I had anyone I wanted to talk to. I nodded, and I was handed a phone. They all left and I dialed his number, shaking. 

First time, voicemail.

Second time, voicemail.

Third time, annoyed Awsten.

"Hello?" He asked, not here for ANYTHING.

"Aws?" I choked out. He immediately hung up and I heard heavy footsteps. Or footsprints. A pool of boys poured into my hospital room, and I just smiled, wiping away tears. 

"Look at you." Awsten said, sitting right next to me. He hugged me and I put my head in his lap. Geoff sat on the end of my bed and looked at me with concern. Otto, Lucas and Nick (A/N-A SOUNDCHECK HELPER I NEED ANOTHER ONE) where standing around me. 

I felt safe.