Sitting in front of TV screens at 5 years old.
Watching them dance. Watching them sing. Watching them act.
I just want to be famous.
Extra days at the bar only 10 years old.
Turn faster.
Jump higher.
Split bigger.
I just want to be famous.
Dances. Birthdays. Family dinners.
I can't I have practice. I can't I have practice. I can't I have practice.
I just want to be famous.
All nighters in the studio 15 years old.
Write faster.
Sing higher.
Perform bigger.
I just want to be famous.
Parties, tests, sports.
I can't I have to rehearse. I can't I have to rehearse. I can't I have to rehearse.
I just want to be famous.
Spending hours staring at myself in the mirror 18 years old.
Lose weight faster.
Cheekbones higher.
Butt bigger.
I just want to be famous.
Dates, interviews, entry exams.
I can't I have an audition, I can't I have an audition, I can't I have an audition.
I just want to be famous.
Spend my weekends at competitions
Dance.
Perform. Smile.
I just want to be famous.
Spend my nights doing shows.
Sing.
Perform. Smile.
I just want to be famous.
Spend my breaks filming.
Act.
Perform. Smile.
I just want to be famous.
Tours at 20
Travelling the world.
Fans at 20
Inspiring people who are just like I was
Money at 20
Being paid to do what I loved
Alone at 20
No dances, no parties, no dates
Bored at 20
No birthdays, no tests, no interviews.
Finished at 20
No family dinners, no sports, no entrance exams.
Famous at 20
I just want to be happy.
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Crooked Thoughts
PoetryAll the thigs I could never explain trying to be explained. Just putting feelings into words I guess. I guess it's slightly triggering but what Isint these days.
