You're My Everything

Hidden Truth

KARA'S POV

my apartment
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So Mon-El didn't show up for training today, and he didn't show up for movie night tonight. What the hell?

Where is he? Is he avoiding me? Ignoring me? IS HE CHEATING ON ME?!?!

Stop it Kara! I'm not going to be one of those girlfriends. My whole world doesn't evolve around him!

But what if he's in trouble?

I quickly pull out my phone and dial Winns Number.

"Yellow" Winn answers.

"Win! I'm worried something is wrong with Mon-El! What if he's in trouble?"

"Kara calm down, I just saw him walking on the streets about 5 minutes ago. He's fine" he reassures me.

"Thanks Winn" I hang up.

WHAT THE ACTUAL HELL!!!!! HE STOOD ME UP! THAT DAXAMITE STOOD ME UP!

MON-ELS POV

walking on sidewalk.
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Will Kara ever stop blowing up my phone? She is becoming so annoying!

KARA: WHY ARE YOU AVOIDING ME!?!?

KARA: MON-EL!?!?!?

KARA: STOP IGNORING ME MON-EL!!!!

KARA: WHAT ARE YOU DOING!!!!

KARA: DAXAMITE!

KARA: WHY DID YOU STAND ME UP?!?!

She wants to know why I'm avoiding her? Does she want to know that I now know? That I know why she decided to stick around when I first got here. Why she decided to train me. Become my friend.

Today when I was with Jonn, he brought me into this room with screens, I guess that they were screens that could show the security footage are something. I don't know. All I know is that when Jonn left to go find Winn, I was messing around with the key board.

I guess I did something I wasn't suppose to do because when I clicked something, I accidentally pulled up some old footage, of Kara talking to Alex.

I can remember it so clearly.

They were in the med bay.

"But Alex! He's a Daxamite!"

"Kara! If you befriend him, then we would have another hero on our hands. And we need more heros."

"But he's a Daxamite!"

"You've already said that. Kara, just help him fit in, train him. Besides, Jonn said he would raise your salary"

"I don't get a salary, Alex."

"He said he'll give you one. And besides, he must have memories of krypton, he had to have visited. You can use him to learn more about your planet. You were just a kid when you left, he wasnt. And.... It's also the presidents orders."

"The president!?!?! Fine. I'll be his friend, but I won't like it..His people destroyed my home. And I'll never forgive him."

"You don't have to. Just pretend. With his help, we could save countless of lives."

My heart actually hurt. Like I could actually feel it ache.

I never thought Kara was like this. She just pretended to be my friend. She used me. What now, did John pay her to date me? I can't believe these so called friends of mine would do that!

I wonder if Winn knew. He was always good to me. A real friend. But I wonder if he was pretending too, just like Kara, who claims to love me.

Anyone who pretends to love someone is just sick!

Yet, I wouldn't really know. We never really loved on Daxam. I didn't know what love was until I met Kara.

She doesn't love me. She never liked me. None of them did. It was all a lie. It was all an order. My whole life here on earth was a lie.

So that's why. That's why I'm avoiding Kara. Ignoring her. I'm doing it to everyone. I'll go back to the DEO tomorrow. And so as I'm told. I have to, I have to put the city before my personal baggage.

But for now, I'm done with them. All of them. Jonn, Alex, Kara. Winn?

I know I'm going to be forced to see Kara tomorrow. And she's going to yell at me for standing her up. And I'm just going to laugh. I'll laugh, because it won't bother me. Because I don't care anymore. I know the truth now. I'm no longer her puppet. I'm no ones puppet.

KARA'S POV

my apartment
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I love Mon-El. I honestly didn't even think I would even tolerate him in the beginning. But things changed, and I'm glad they did.

I just want him with me. I want him to stop avoiding me. I want to hug him, kiss him, be with him.

He's my everything. And I never thought I would ever say that a Daxamite is my everything, but he is.
And I feel empty without him.

I hope tomorrow he will come around, and stop avoiding me.

I crawl into bed, thinking about tomorrow. Thinking about my boyfriend who would rather takes walks than be with me.

My heart is crushed.

To be continued...