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Whenever I think of me,

It's not the me I see in the reflection

Her smile doesn't look like how mine feels

It tastes bitter and looks sickly

Looks plastic and tastes like pity

Those eyes are familiar though

Hollow inside and out

Surely you can see the real me

But my breasts are distraction

I understand, of course,

The container matters more than what's inside


No more!

This body isn't for your eyes

This body is my vessel and I'll take it by force

So don't fucking touch me

So don't give me your shallow opinion

So don't look at me longingly like any other woman

It's not like I'd fuck a loser like you

My smile tastes bitter with the regret of my mistakes

So I'm taking my body back by force

Someday that reflection I see will be me


(27 September 2015)

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