d.m.
i haven't slept in twenty four hours. i don't dare because i know they'll come back. i haven't left the house in two months. i don't dare because they'll come back.
suddenly everyone's looking at me and whispering. they know me but yet i am nobody. no matter where i go, my past hangs over me like a grim shadow. no- best stay inside where no one can see it.
know i can't keep living like this. i've run out of firewhisky and then regular whisky so i have to deal with the shadow sober. i've run out of parchment because of the countless letters i've written. that doesn't matter though. i haven't sent a single letter that i've written. they end up crumpled up all over my desk anyway.
worst of all, i've run out of coffee. i go on days without sleeping to keep nightmares and sleep paralysis to a minimum, but i can't do it without coffee. i feel drowsiness getting to me but i mustn't leave the house.
i can't stand them looking at me.
reminding me.
i dig through my closet for muggle clothes.
a muggle shop is my only option left.
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café au lait {drarry}
Fanfictionyou can't begin to explain a love story in a couple of words. but the best things in life are kept simple: two cups of café au lait, the whisper of the words, "i love you,"
