My Twins World

Day 13 Happy and Sad

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                ≒ My Twins World≒

the world of my twins that I rarely know

The Thirteenth Day~

She is Faunna and one day she became Ford.............................

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~Faunna~

It is Saturday today. But we have class.

Another day again. I was sitting on Ford's chair. I feel so much loss. Sai hated me.

I don't dare to talk to him again. I'm afraid na malaman ang reason kung bakit siya galit sakin.

I don't want to feel that feeling I feel yesterday.

I got hurt.

I don't want to cry again.

I look at him while he is talking on his new seat.

Si Sai. He is the first person I meet here. The first person who have been nice to me. Kahit akala ko at first na masungit siya.

He guide me around while I'm acting as Ford. He is my first friend.

He is also the first person whom I appreciated.

Sayang talaga at galit siya sakin. Pagdating ni Ford saka ko na sasabihin ang nangyari. Na di na sila friend ni Sai.

Haaaaay....

I sigh.

Bored na bored ako.

I feel two feelings right now. Happy and Sad.

I'm happy because I misery will end dahil babalik na si Ford kaya hindi ko na kailangang magpanggap.

But that happiness is only 20 % dahil mas malungkot ako for many reasons.

The first One. Sai hated me.

Second. Hindi ko na makikita sina Winter. I somehow like Ford's friend. For sure mamimiss ko sila.

Third. I will miss the bonding kasama sila. Nasanay na rin ako sa presence nila.

Fourth. I will miss my brother. Hindi man lang kami binigyan ng chance na magkasama ng matagal.

Fifth. Hindi ko na rin makikita ang cute na kapatid ni Derk.

Haaayyyyy....

I'm so Sad.........

I sigh again.

Para akong lantang gulay na nakadapa sa desk.

I don't feel okay.

~Sai~

I'm sorry Ford .

I feel guilty sa pag iwas ko kay Ford. Pero kung hindi ko gagawin yun. Hahayaan ko na lang ang sarili kong maging abnormal.

Kailangan ko munang  layuan si Ford pansamantala.

Andyan naman sina Winter para kausapin siya at tsaka mukhang close rin sila ni Derk.

Yesterday he tried to talk to me. Upon seeing him. My heart beat fast. Sh*t. I hate that feeling yesterday. Bakit kailangang kay Ford ako maattract. No way. I'm normal guy. I'm not a gay.

Napansin kong lumabas si Ford.

Saan naman kaya siya pupunta?

I ignored that question on my mind. Pumunta ako kina Nile.