You took one step
one after another
and even though we spoke
the words flew by my ears
ignoring the entrance
and avoiding the digestion
it's meanings vanished
just like you did
All that time we had
together
seemed gone
the feeling of missing
i had just experienced
my first loss
without the loosing part
you were no longer in my sight
though you have never
been this close to my heart
how strange
you could leave a part of you
while far gone
it still feels so fresh
and raw
and my loss could be felt
you were already so far gone
My head bursts
and pounds
and thumps
and claws at my thoughts
it felt I had been forgotten
and my thoughts were one-sided
if only I could scream to you
remember me?
the person who stood by
while you
we're deeper in life
than you ever were
It would have saved me time
it could've helped me heal
quicker
it wouldn't have been important
but I won't forget you
not now at least
i wasn't enough to reserve
space in your imagination
so wouldn't it be easier
on both mine and your behalf
to have spared me
from your
foolishness
but you could ask
why let yourself be fooled?
YOU ARE READING
fading stem with never ending petal blooms
Diversosupside down smile realization hits no one is as happy as happy gives out to be eyes bloom with colors of violet realization hurts and observing happiness is for the blind to see
