{RICKY'S POV}
I can't believe I was that obvious! I should've just told him earlier and I would be much happier! I feel horrible for not telling him, even though he already knew. I think I was too crazy for him. I've never been this head over heels for anyone, especially my own coworker! I was being so weird earlier, but I couldn't control those feelings! I love Stephen James Merchant!
I need to apologize to Steve, maybe he'll understand. I feel like the worst person ever for lashing out on him like that. Yelling at him was a really bad thing to do. I'm a horrible person... But I can't just beat myself up like this. I need to apologize! But I have so much to apologize for! But it's quiet and nice, I would hate to break the silence like this! What's he gonna say? Is he gonna understand? I have so much on my mind, I wanna let it all out but I can't!
Alright... Here we go... All I have to do is look into his beautiful green eyes and tell him I didn't mean what I said, I didn't mean to weird and crazy and all that. I know Steve's an understanding guy, and that's only one of the reasons why I love him. This is gonna be easy. I only have to say a few words! And talking is one of the things I do best!
Phew! He said it's alright! And he called me Rick! Gah! But I have so much more to tell him. I need to let it all out! I know it's okay, he said so. I have to tell him how bad I feel! I feel so bad, I don't know what it's gonna take to make me forget what happened today. I've never yelled at him before, and I want that to be the last time I ever do.
He said I didn't mean it. Thank God! He understands! But the only thing he doesn't understand is how bad of a friend I am... I need to tell him how he doesn't deserve someone like me. I'm crazy. I know I yell at Karl all the time, but he's never cried about what I said? He doesn't even have very many emotions. But Steve on the other hand... He's the biggest softie I've ever met. He's so sweet. He doesn't need a big loudmouth like me.
Oh my God!! Is he- Is he- Is he kissing me to shut me up?! HE'S KISSING ME!! Yes yes yes yes yes yes yes!! I've always wanted him to kiss me! This is the best day ever! He's such a good kisser! I wanna be here forever! I feel something in my pants, too, but that's not important! I don't want this moment to ever end!
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