Abuse, Rejection And Love

chapter 4

Lenarya's p.o.v

Ahhhhhh......S-stop  p-ai-n. Nemesis screamed in my head .that was the last thing i heard from Nemesis before she completely disappeared from my head, NO!! I-is......she dead ? Nemesis .......Nemesis? Ahhhh i screamed as I felt pain in my everywhere!!!

I couldn't stand the burning pain nor could i stand the fact that i no longer felt Nemesis, i no longer felt my wolf clawing at me from the inside, all i felt was pain......pain......pain...and even some more pain

Do you submit ? I looked up and saw my mate who's name i still didn't know. Have you learned your lesson? I wanted to say yes to him,i would  have said anything to get out of the hell whole he put me in, i could have said anything if it meant getting Nemesis back, but i couldn't speak, i couldn't form any letter. I was in so much pain that i couldn't even speak

I ASKED YOU A QUESTION ROUGE! ! ! ! ANSWER ME!! He screamed at me .tears flooded my face as i pleaded with my eyes for him to let me go .i opened my mouth but all that came out was a sorrowful yelp of pain as i was burned by silver when i tried to move towards him.

I see that you haven't learned your lesson and because of that you shall stay here until you do. Please wait. ....dont go...come back. ....get me out of here....those were the things that ran through my mind as he angrily walked away from my cell. I wanted to beg him for my freedom but no words left my mouth.

I sat on the cold hard floor thanking who ever made this though horror cell for not making the floor out of silver.i shouldn't just sit here and cry about this, am going to die if carry on like this

Desperate times call desperate measures and so i closed cooled down my body temperature, took a deep breath and focused on peace and harmony, what i seek is peace and peace is what I shall get i chanted in my head

I kept on ignoring the pain as i cast a spell on myself, a spell so dangerous that it could result in death or eternal sleep. It took every in me to not commit suicide and end the pain

I felt my soul moving out of my body, i felt the pain going to a minimum, i felt my connection with Nemesis again ,the more i got detached from my physical body the more i more i felt connected with Nemesis

My soul left and went to where my wolf was i just really hope she is still somewhere in me and not dead because if my soul travels fare away from my body it might never return

I hope my mate finds a woman that he won't feel the need to abuse in such way and deny .that was the last thing i thought as my soul left my body completely

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