Abuse, Rejection And Love

chapter 13

Zues's p.o.v
I feel so tired right now , i tried to open my eyes but i couldn't, i tried moving my body but i still couldn't. .....everything thing is just painful , even breathing.

"ALPHA!!" i slowly open my eyes and quickly closed them because of the light. I then open them again and wait for them to get used to the light intensity. Where is she? Was the first thing i said to jake. "She's no where to be found, no one knows her,she just disappeared into thin air"was jakes reply

My heart shattered as i thought of what condition she could be in.......how long was i out? I asked him. ..."you've been in a coma for two weeks, the doctors said your wolf caused you internal bleeding when he clawered at you from within, they said you were already experiencing immense pain which caused you to faint.....

I've been here for two weeks and you haven't found her!!!!! What type of king will i be without a Queen!!!!tell everyone to look for her, i will not sit on the throne without her by my side goddammit!!!!

I quickly ripped all the drips out of me , got dressed and left the hospital. As soon as i got to my pack house, i called all the Alpha's and asked them if they know of a rouge by the name Lenarya jenkins. I cant beleave I just let her go, i cant beleave that I let the miracle that the moon goddess gave me go.

I always thought that my mate was dead, i swear I felt her die .i always thought that i was not destined to have a mate but i still had some hope in me .every shred of hope i had died after i met Veronica, she killed every hopefully thought i had about me having a mate.

I cant beleave I let my insecurity ruin the only good thing i had left in my life  .how do we find mate. ...? I don't know....ok..i just..am...so..so..sorry. am gonna find her.....ok... we will find mate......and make it right.

Alpha we are looking for her everywhere, we even asked lady Nemesis to help us find her and we are yet to get a response. I looked up at jake as he stood in my doorway, so Nemesis is alive then? I asked him half interested. Yes alpha she came back a while after you got into a coma,she has been unstoppable lately, she's more brutal, something must have happen to her while she was gone.

Stop telling me about Nemesis and tell me about my mate! !!!! I screamed at jake as i grabbed him by his collar and lifted him up the wall. "A-am..s-sor-ry alpha" came jakes reply as i tightened my grip on his neck, choking him.

I knew that he would die if i carry on chocking him but i couldn't control my wolf, i just wanted to kill him along with everyone else,i just felt li..."stop!...I'll tell you where luna is" i immediately dropped jake on the ground and looked at the little girl in front of me.

Jake started coughing as his sister Emma rushed to his side with tiers in her eyes and said "if you pr-romi-se t-to not kill him, I'll tell you a secret about the Luna "

That immediately got my attention , and so i kneeled down infrount of the girl and nicely asked her to tell me all she knows about my mate....

We gonna find her....