Abuse, Rejection And Love

chapter 11

Lenarya's p.o.v

It took me two hours to apologise and convince jake that it wasn't his fault that i kissed him and he got turned on by me,he sees it as betraying his alpha to be turned on by his luna. i am personally just grateful that he didn't die from being flown out a glass window, thanks to his wolf healing.

It was late at night when jane came to my room (which was conveniently next to my mates room ) and she told me that the "alpha" requests my presence in his office.

I walked to his office, opened the door with my hand covering my eyes and asked " is it safe to look, ALPHA....i dont want to walk in on anything " i just said that to spite him, what I didn't expect is for him to say "you can come in rouge i made sure that my beta is not here for you to sink your claws on " that's ok i can always sink my claws in him later i answered him as i shrugged my sholders .

Sit down so we can talk. Zues angrily said as he clenched his fists. i took a sit and waited for him to sit down in his majestic chair. " first of all i want to show some respect to me as your alpha, secondly i want you to stay away from jake and any other male for that matter because i cant trust you to control your sluty self around men " he said to me looking serious.

Excuse me..... but are you insinuating that I am a slut? I asked my mate with a hurt look on my face." I am not insinuating anything, i am telling you that you are a stut.....what more can you expect from a rougue." I just kept quiet and listened to him even though I was boiling on the inside.

"I actually called yo here to tell you that you are going to be staying in a house inside the territory from tomorrow onwards because my luna is not comfortable with you staying in the pack house " mates kicking us .....out? I thought we were his luna.....i also thought we were his luna....

"The beautiful woman you saw me with to da...." You mean the bimbo that was chocking you with her tongue. ..?i asked him as i cut him off mid-sentence. YOU WILL NOT CALL HER A BIMBO, OK BITCH!!!! SHE IS YOUR LUNA SO SHOW HER SOME RESPECT!!. I could feel the moisture in my eyes as zues shouted at me because of the bimbo and calling her his luna.

"You will stay in this pack and work as an omega. .....while i live my life with the woman I love, which is Cayley not you ,she shall be my luna ,have my pup's and walk by my side". Zues said to me with a blank face.

What!!! I asked zues even though i heard what he said, i cant beleave he said that to me his mate. Maybe I misheard him

"You heard me...rouge " he said, spiting out the word rouge as if it burned him. His voice was void of any human emotion and his face expressionless.

That's when I lost it who the hell does he think he is? I could feel my heartbeat increase and tears in my eyes but I didnt let them out.i wont give him the satisfaction of seeing me cry.I couldnt let him see just how much he has broken me

I spent all my life wishing for a mate , only for me to get this. ....i guess it is true that you should be carefull what you wish for. Mate or not i will not stay here and be his puppet nor will I bow down to him or anyone else for that matter.

My heart broke as i thought of ways to escape my supposed mate. I don't know why the moon goddess would punish me this way.

It pains me to do this but I have no choice ,as much as I want a mate, someone to give me some tender love and care , my everything, my other half, my mate

It wasnt meant to be, and so with out thinking i looked at his cold expressionless handsom face and said i lenarya jenkins reject you alpha zues Helmsmith as my mate.

The moment the words left my mouth I felt like someone was painfully clawing at my heart . I didn't dare look at zues afraid of what I would see in his eyes.

Le-lenarya.....zues said with a shaky voice .my wolf Nemesis clawered at me, trying to consoul her mate.

I couldn't help but look at zues and what I saw in his eyes made me want to take back my words. I saw pain, heartbreak , anger and regret ,the mere look into his eyes made me question my decision. ..............

Before he could say anything, I dashed for the door running away from him, my mate, leaving a part of my heart and soul with him

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