Appa

Fertilization

"Alright Miss Jeon, you're all ready to go. I'm just going to tilt the bed back so the process can take place" I nodded and held on tightly to the arms of the bed in the room I was in. I didn't ever wanna have sex, thought it was boring and useless. And it's gross...all the nasty stuff I've been told. It makes me even more scared.

But I've wanted children more than anything, so I went to a hospital to get inseminated.

I told my parents about my plan and they love me no matter what, they're excited to see what the baby is going to look like. Hopefully the baby has soft, glowing skin and gorgeous features like me or my older brother Kim Seokjin. He seems to flaunt his looks off all the time. I mean at least the man has balls to show off what he does have.

Aigo...I'd never. I'm too self-conscious. Whenever he's with me though, I tend to come out of my shell...a bit.

The doctor set a timer for thirty minutes, I had to sit with my legs up...for thirty minutes. No, not really, I wasn't really in a bed...but like a chair. My legs were resting on this footrest on the chair thing and my hands were resting on the armchair of the chair so I'd be fine for thirty minutes.

I just thought of songs that made my day, that made me smile. I thought about what I was going to name the baby, what he or she would be like in the future...hopefully not too much like Jin. I actually want a calm child and not someone who will cause blood pressure to raise and higher chance of dying from yelling si much or stressing. It's a thing. It can happen!!

Thirty minutes passed by like minutes, I was too deep in thought and that caused the time to fly by.

The doctor came in and moved the chair back to normal. "Congratulations Miss Jeon. You're soon to be pregnant!!" He clapped his hands together once, he turned his back towards me and walked towards the sink. He opened up a cabinet above the sink and pulled out a baggie.

He closed the cabinet doors and walked towards me. "For every patient that we inseminate, we have pregnancy tests waiting for them so wait a day or two and try them out. You have my card, call me and let me know of the results." I nodded and thanked the doctor. He nodded and bowed before walking out of the room to give me privacy.

I let out a joyed sigh and slowly got up from the chair. I undressed from the gown I was in and changed into my other clothes. A pair of "Pink" joggers that were light grey but had small white strips all over them with a crop top I bought from "Gordmans". There was a coffee cup stitched on the elf boob pocket that said "espresso yourself". I chuckled and shook my head at the thought.

I slipped on my black, high-top Van's that had graffiti all over them. Aish...Chase. Such a lazy druggy. But I didn't stop him, I was off in my own world, writing stories that I thought would sell but were just my own little fascinations. I'm a model now, I share a YouTube channel with my family. We record challenges on there, vlogs, everything but dangerous videos.

Not gonna go into the amount of the subscribers or how much money we all earn in a months or a years worth because that doesn't matter. What matters it that we're all having fun and so do our subscribers. They always leave adorable, funny comments on how much of goals we are as a family. It's not as fun as it looks though, running families where there's more friendship than family ship is harder than it seems.

I guess seeing my family and my friends and treating them as so makes things easier...? I don't know, I just know running a family is hard work and things aren't so easy with is all. We don't get along all the time.

I love all of my family so much it hurts though!! That's the most important thing.

When I walked out of the office, I instantly bumped into someone. They gasped and quickly grabbed onto me, I closed my eyes and scrunched up my face. Someone else was walking by, with a tray of liquids. The person holding me quickly moved me out of the way before my outfit was ruined. I slowly opened my eyes and saw this guy...the trey split on him and he was drenched in fluids...in...male fluids...