Appa

The prayer that came true...sort of

1 month later...

Today was going to be my last day in the hospital, my eye just opened up about a week ago. It's still sore and purple though. Around the white in my eye is red, just blood red.

I haven't seen my daughter at all...and I know I wasn't going to be seeing her at all...EVEN THOUGH SHE'S MY FUCKING CHILD!!! I BIRTHED HER OUT!!!

All that fucking "father" of hers did was provide semen for me.

The only person who's come to see me is Jin and I'm still irritated at him. At least he's better than nothing, he's told me what life is like at home. My parents came just yesterday...I was lectured the whole time. That so helps the angry, depressed mood that I'm in. Thanks parents.

I hate you too.

The door to the room I was in opened, two nurses walked in. They gave me my morning dosage of a shot. A shot that kept me healthy.

"Alright Miss. Jeon, you're ready to go now. Would you like us to help you out of bed so you can shower...?" Why not? "Fuck it." I sighed out. Since I've been their patient for about a good month, maybe almost two, they knew what that meant in my grammar.

The nurses came towards me, standing on each side of me. I was helped out of the bed by one of the nurses while the other one was behind her, making sure that she wouldn't drop me on my fucking ego.

The nurse was having trouble carrying me by herself so they both helped me now, to the bathroom where I showered and did my morning routine after.

I got changed into a jumpsuit that was black, it was long sleeved but the outfit was thin. I wore some black sandals. I did my makeup dark-ish. I wore this dark shade of blue eyeshadow with the cat-eye eyeliner style, I contoured and did all the rest of that bullshit. The last thing I did was my lipstick which was a medium colored purple.

I got a nose ring and a cartilage piercing for my ear. I called someone to come and do it while I was trapped in this hell. That was the only fun thing about being here.

I didn't tell anyone about my release. I left the hospital silently, a bag filled with my old clothes in them. Thanks Jin.

I took an uber to these apartments that I recently started checking out. I had money I've saved up to but an apartment. The apartments were like houses but they were like stuck to each other, like side by side.

I was checking out house 116 on the seventh street down from the entrance of the apartments. There was a security guard you had to go past and since I was looking to buy, I got inside.

I walked inside the apartment and looked all around, there was two bedrooms upstairs and a bathroom. There was also a small kitchen and pretty nice living room downstairs. A small bathroom was downstairs too. Whenever you walk into the house, the stairs are against the wall, in front of the door. There was a pretty nice space between the door and the stairs though.

I walked into the backyard which was cute, I enjoyed these gorgeous, modern apartments and the backyard was cute too.

I looked towards the realtor and made a deal with him. "I'll buy this place" "Buy?" I nodded and stuffed my hands in my pockets. "Ma'am, you've misunderstood, see your balance is too short for the pricing of this house" I frowned and looked the guy up and down. "What does that mean?"

Hyungwon came out from the bathroom downstairs, he had a towel wrapped around his shoulders, he was drying off his hair. "It means we'll be roomies" he sighed out. He let go of the towel and looked up at me, the towel just hung around his neck now.