L U X E

Chapter 6

Today I am shooting my first ever Calvin Klein campaign with some of my girlfriends. I will be modelling with Khloe and Kandice Kardashian along with Kendall and Kylie Jenner. They are all sisters so I have to really make sure that I shine in this shoot because I am one of the odd ones out.

"Just smile and look at the camera." The videographer instructs as we cuddle up to to eachother. I smile at the camera from behind Kendall who is leaning back on my legs. "Tell me something that you love about yourself."

"I love everything about myself." Kandice confidently states and I fight back a laugh.

"My grace." Khloe says with a slight flip of the hair. 

Not knowing what to say, I say the first thing that comes to mind. "I love my vocal range." 

Kendall lifts those long legs up in the air as we chuckle, "I love my legs."

"My persistence." Kylie states and I nod my head in agreement. Unfortunately in the world that we live in there are so many haters who want to see us fail and it's so hard to be strong when you see all of that.

We start doing some solo shots and I just end up feel empowered as Kendall takes some pictures of me. It's not often that I do shoots half naked even though I am oversexualised, I just like to keep it classy.

I get a lot of shit for posting images in my bikini so shooting with a company like Calvvin Klein is a different move for me.

After doing our solo shots, we change into our next looks before joining eachother for some group shots. Kandice begins preaching words of empowerment which really gets us going and I feel that it is something that we all needed.

Even though we are on top of our game, we are also some of the most hated women because of who we are and where we come from.

Once the shoot ends, I walk off with Kandice who is texting somebody on her phone. 

"How are you feeling?" I ask as we make our way into the tent. I heard that she recently bumped into her ex boyfriend, J Balvin and something happened between them.

"My family have been on my case about the whole Jose situation." She sighs as we take a seat on the chairs. "Long story short, we saw eachother at the Palomino event in Brazil and we ended up hooking up."

"Oh shit." I cover my mouth. "That's so wild."

"We had done so good in not seeing eachother for a year and a half. I assumed that I was over him because it's been so long but apparently not because the first night I see him, I ended up in bed with him." Kandice grimaces. "My family made me feel like shit about it, as always."

"How do you feel about him?" I rub my lips together as I wait on her answer.

"I'm not stupid enough to say that I love him but I feel as if the feelings have all returned, pre heartbreak." Kandice sighs as she looks down at her feet. "This man broke my heart yet I can't find it in me to hate him."

"You were in love." I remind her. "We always go crazy for the ones that we love, believe I went through that shit with Christian."

"Do you miss him?" She asks and I smile sadly.

"I do miss him but only because I try to remember the good parts of our relationship." I quietly answer. "He did me wrong so many times and he hurt me way more than people know but I don't like to think about it. I miss having somebody at my side but I know that I need to be alone now."

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CelebTea:

Earlier today the daughter of Jennifer Lopez and Diddy, #LuxeLopez was spotted jet skiing in Miami with #MichaelBJordan. Michael appeared to be all smiles as pair walked around the beach while Luxe kept it composed once she spotted the paparazzi. The pair have been rumored to be dating for weeks since Michael posted an image of Luxe and her friends but nothing was ever confirmed.

Although the pair have yet to confirm their new romance, Luxe seemingly teased her fans by posting an image of her leaning on Michael's broad shoulders.

Let us know what you think.

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I scoff as I exit out of the article that I've just read on some gossip site about Michael and myself. I knew that the second the paparazzi saw us, that we would be all over the internet.

"Damn, they really have all the tea." I say to Michael who sets his phone down.

"I told that you looked too fine." I blush as he pulls my body close to his. "Are you over your white boy yet?"

I purse my lips at him, "You need to chill out with the whole white boy thing."

"And you need to be my date to my next movie premiere." Michael smiles and I can't help but giggle at how smooth he is. 

"You're still as smooth as peanut butter." I tell him as he begins to rub my other set of lips causing me to gasp.

"So are you." He references to the fact that I am fully waxed down there. When I feel his finger sliding in, I push him away.

"Michael, there are people around." I remind him as I look around the restaurant that we are sitting in.

Michael gives me a weird look, "You weren't saying that when you were bouncing on my dick with your girls besides us."

"Michael!" I cover my face in embarrassment as a few people turn to face us. "You're acting like an asshole."

I move my chair over, creating some distance between us while keeping my head down.

"I don't mean to be like this." Michael sighs. "I don't know how it happened but Luxe, I'm really into you. All I want is for you to give me a chance, we would be good together."

"I just got out of a relationship." I remind him while running a hand through my hair.

"That's just an excuse."

I get up feeling annoyed.

"I need to figure out if how I feel for you is real or not. I don't know if I'm over Christian and I don't intend to get into something new knowing that I just ended a four year relationship."