U . T ; O n e s h o t s - x R e a d e r s

(Angst) Cheater!Calibri x Reader

You Don't Love Me

(If you don't like the mentions of intercourse (sex) or curse words, even if you are sensitive to cheaters/abusive relationships, I advise you wait for another chapter or read a different book/chapter.)

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You're hard to hug
Tough to Talk to
And I never fall asleep
When you're in my bed,
All you give me is a heartbeat...

You smiled, fighting back tears as you walked through Snowdin. His face was nonchalant, like usual. Hiding your face in your scarf, you let a few tears slide as your hair shaded your face and turned away from your 'boyfriend.'

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I've turned into a statue
And it makes me feel depressed!
Cause the only time
You open up,
Is when we get
Undressed..

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Calibri's hands roamed your half naked body, save for your bra and a pair of (whatever texture/color) panties.

You enjoyed it like this. Not because of the pure ecstasy in the heat of the moment, but the raw emotion shown on his face. The, only time, really, when he showed true emotion towards you.

You knew about him talking to other monsters. You knew it every time he would go out and 'smoke' for about three hours, and come back home looking even more disheveled than he had when he left.

You knew. It hurt, but you stayed. A tiny hope within your soul pulled at you to keep going, to see if you could make him love you again.

You saw him as a normal person/monster, with emotions.

He saw you as a sex doll.

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You don't love me
Big fuckin' deal.
I'll never tell you, how I feel..
You don't love me.
Not a big deal,
I'll never tell you how I feel..,

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You sat on the couch. Calibri was out 'smoking' again. You cried into the hoodie he gave you within the first year you two started dating.

You questioned yourself sometimes, why you give people chances. You thought after many times your heart had been broken, that the next and next one would be the one, the one to protect you and make you feel safe and secure.

It all came out the same way.

You were shocked and upset the first two times, but after the third, you became used to it.

But damn, did it fucking hurt to know;

The one you loved only though of you as nothing more than useful for pleasure.

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It almost feels like a joke,
To play the part,
When you are not the starring role,
In someone else's heart..
You know I'd rather walk alone,
Than play a supporting role,
If I, can't get,

The Starring Role..
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You gave out a shaky sigh. You and Cal had just finished his 'favorite activity.'

He was drifting off to sleep, ribs rising and falling with each breath he took. You stared up at the ceiling, eyes watering with sadness. You wiped away any tears that dared the journey away from home in your tear ducts, wiping your salty, wet arm against the bed sheets.

With every passing night, it became harder and harder to get sleep. Everyone wondered why, and some mainly assumed that it was because of your and Calibri's nightly activities. But only you knew what really happened.

No one cared enough to look further into your relationship. You were all alone.

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Sometimes, I ignore you
So I feel in control!
Cause really, I adore you!
And I can't leave you alone!
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You turned away from Calibri. He was trying to turn you on, make you horny enough for the night. You ignored all of his antics, not daring to look him in the eye sockets.

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Fed up with the fantasies,
They cover what is wrong.
C'mon, baby, lets just, get drunk,
Forget, we don't, get on~

I'd rather walk alone,
than play a supporting role,
If I, can't get, the

Starring Role...
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You and Calibri were at Muffet's, downing a few beers that she kept in the back for off days when she was stocking inventory.

You wanted to distract yourself. You wanted to get away from the world. These were one of those nights, where you looked forward to having sex with Calibri, hoping you could fall asleep. But, you knew that you would end up sleeping through the entire rest of the next day.

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It almost feels,
Like a joke,
To play a part,
When you are not the starring role,
In someone else's heart.
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'Fuck it,' You thought. 'I have to.' You we're going to tell Calibri you were done.

Well, let's just say, it didn't go well...

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You know, I'd rather walk alone
Than play a supporting role!
If I, can't get, the

Starring Role...
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You were scared. You were done with this. You wanted help. You needed it. You were seeking for relief.

Yet, you still couldn't muster up the courage to tell anyone, or stand up to your boyfriend long enough to try and break up with him.

"You know I'd rather walk alone,
Than play a supporting role!
If I, can't, get the Starring Role..."

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