this took a month to finish bc i procrastinate plus my mental health kicked my ass🦋💫👊🏼🙈 also wow a fucking month what kind of loser am i LMAO
jp but i hope u enjoy.
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It'll Be AlrightTrajan was sat peacefully on the sofa in the living room. You and him were the only ones home, giving way for some quiet time before the chaos returns in about three hours. Most new couples would have taken this chance for a scandalous dance, but not you and him - the idea didn't quite please you as much as it would have maybe in another life or the next sexually active monster in Snowdin.
You'd recently had a self discovery journey in the bathroom over the past week - it's all been stressful and the fear of un-acceptance always looms over your shoulders. Everything in UnderFell is a hit or miss , a 50/50 chance , and you have to play your cards safely.
One wrong move, and you're done for.
You exited the bathroom upstairs and stood silently at the banister in the dark. The faint buzz of the television below hummed at your feet - you felt on top of the world, but it's only the atmosphere change. Pivoting on your heel, your legs seemed more eager to reach your boyfriend more than your conscious.
Your heart raced as you anticipated what would happen next. However, force of habit makes you appear calm and collected as the final step creaks as you set the ball of your heel on the wood flooring. "Hey.. babe?" You called softly to the skeleghost resting peacefully on the sofa.
He turned his head to you silently with a quizzical but calm appearance and a gaze that asked to tell him whatever was on your mind. "Hm?" He hummed gently as to not upset your anxiety.
"I uh... I need to talk to you. It's not anything bad!" You sucked in air, holding your chest out, locking your fingers together and pressing them against your abdomen. "Hopefully..." you breathed the last part looking off to the side.
Trajan didn't say anything for a second, but beckoned you closer with a twitch of his index finger. You shuffled to the couch, plopping down next to him. He pulled you close, running his ringers along your scalp. "I'm... asexual. I don't know if it was apparent, and I don't know if I'm a fool-" Trajan just sat there and listened. He knew his silence spoke volumes, he just needed to set his mood right.
"And... you thought I wouldn't be okay with that?" He inquired softly. You paused, a new wave of embarrassment shaking your body from end-to-end of your spine. "I guess old habits die hard, oops." You smiled, furrowing your eyebrows playfully. "You have your boundaries, I have mine, and as long as we both respect that we'll be fine."
All you needed was that smile- it held a thousand words, a deeper meaning than any confession could contain.
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