Finally the weekend is here. I'm exhausted from this week. From essays, to research papers, projects and all that crap. Damn can a sistah get a break? I can tell the rest of these few months with Woodland High will be long. I Cant Stand this damn school. And then we have final exams in literally 2 months... Ugh. Me and Tre are somehow still in this relationship.... I'm not sure how. But all he thinks about is sex,sex,sex. He even asked me to go to prom with him. I'd rather wait for my own prom. I might go just because he been begging me. But i dont have the money for a dress so i guess I'll wear a dress i have in the closet. The black one will do.
I heard a knock on the door, but i wasn't expecting anyone. Mother well my guardian is out with one of her boyfriends. Tre was out playing basketball with his boys.I looked out the window towards the driveway, but i saw no car. I crept out of my bed and downstairs to the door, and opened it. I sighed heavily at the asshole standing there.
"What Chris?!"
"Uhh Rai... can i come in please ?"
"For what?"
"I need to talk to you. Its urgent." I looked him in his eyes and after a few seconds i left him in.
I sat on the couch in my shorts and tank, and he sat next to me. He scooted closer.
"Nigga what? You are close enough. Now speak." He just stared at me. "Well damn dont lose your voice now."
He sighed "RaiRai , i really am sorry-" i scoffed. "Just hear me out. I know i fucked up, but you didnt seem to feel as strong for you to bounce back with Tre."
I looked at him with intense eyes.
"Was i supposed to just run into your arms and-"
He interrupted my words with a kiss. Not a soft or tender one, but a harsh one like it was purposely to hurt me. It was painful. I pushed against him,but he held both my wrists together, and tightened his grip. I screamed against his lips, but they were muffled against his lips. I started to kick but he laid his body on me to stop my movements. I still continued to fight as he pulled down my pants and panties.
"Dont fight it Sharai! Just let it happen."
Tears started to roll down my face. screamed as loud as I could against his hand but no one could hear me. He shoved it into me and i instantly felt like i was being ripped apart. I fought with my arms and legs until i had no energy left. His grunts of pleasure mocked my tears. I just cried until i had no more tears left...
I Know Y'all Don't Wanna See Him But Chris in the MM
