The 100 Preferences and Imagines

It Has Always Been You - Clarke

"We leave in five" you heard Bellamy yell to you from outside the drop-ship. You were currently gathering all of the supplies needed to go out hunting. You were going out with Bellamy, Octavia and Finn.

You were waiting at the gate with Bellamy for Finn and Octavia. You were looking around camp not really paying attention when a certain blond caught your eyes. The way she walked around camp like she owned the place made your stomach do flips. You love how she lead but you hated how she didn't notice you.

Being engulfed in a warm embrace brought you back to reality, you quickly hugged back once you realised it was Octavia. She has been your best friend ever since you could remember. You knew she was the second child and would always visit the Blake quarters and spend time with Octavia. You were the same age as her and you two got along really well and instantly  became best friends.

When you found out that Octavia got locked up and her Mother was floated, you were there for Bellamy. He was like an older brother to you and you hate to see him in so much pain. When you found out which guard was responsible for Bellamy's pain and locking Octavia up you couldn't help but unleash your anger on him. That's how you got locked up, but at least you were reunited with Octavia.

As the four of you left camp there were a million thoughts running through your head of how you could get Clarke's attention but you knew none of them would work. You were snapped out of your thoughts by a hand grabbing your arm pulling you to a stop.

You looked up and saw a bunch of wild pigs grazing in an open grass area. You unsheathed your sword ready to kill them. You waited for Bellamy's signal and when he gave it you were the first to strike successfully killing one of the pigs. You got one and so did Octavia and Finn while Bellamy got two. 

With your success full hunting trip you made your way back to camp only to be stopped in your tracks by a small group of Azgeda warriors. You were instantly shot in the leg with an arrow while the others got cover before they got hit. You tried to push through the pain and stand but the pain was too much and you felt useless. You could feel your vision start to blur and you look down at your leg and realise that the arrow was no longer in you and you looked like you were losing a lot of blood. 

You felt strong arms wrap around your legs and back. Panicked started to kick in and you squirmed in your holders grip. You were determined to get free despite you being  so weak. 

"Y/N your going to me okay I promise. Just stop struggling and let me help you" you heard a soft but rough voice and you instantly knew the one holding you was Bellamy. You stopped struggling and let the blackness consume you.

You heard indistinct mumbles as you entered camp. You could slightly hear Bellamy yelling for Clarke. At this point you were drifting in and out of consciousness. You felt the coldness of the metal table on your bare skin. You felt Clarke go to work on your wound you received from the arrow. You couldn't help but scream in pain. Then you felt the darkness coming back, you tried to fight it but you couldn't and you drifted back out of consciousness.

 When you regained consciousness you felt a warmth in you hand and someone playing with your fingers. You heard a soft calm voice coming form beside you. You instantly knew that voice, it was Clarke. Your stomach started doing flips and you couldn't control the overwhelming feeling of happiness that came over you when you heard her voice.

"God I am so stupid. I ignored you for so long so I wouldn't have to face my feelings. I hate myself everyday for that choice I made. It has always been you, since day one and now you might not wake up and I would lose the one that I love. I love you Y/N" You heard her say in her soft sweet voice that you have grown to love. You felt a drop of something warm on your hand and you realised she was crying.

You tried to get as much strength as you can. "I love you too" you say as you opened your eyes and look into her gorgeous blue eyes that were glossy from her crying. You couldn't help the smile that appeared on your face. You have been waiting for this moment ever since you came down to the ground and now it was happening. You were ripped from your thoughts when you felt soft warm lips on yours.  Your lips moved in sync as the kiss was passionate but soft and it conveyed eery feeling you had felt for Clarke.

You were interrupted by someone clearing their throat. Clarke pulled away from you and you looked to see who it was. Of course it was Octavia. "I'm glad to see that you are awake you really had me worried, and I don't think I could have taken all of Clarke's emotions for much longer" she joked as she cam to your side and embraced you in a hug.

Everything was going to be okay. You didn't know how you knew you just did.