The 100 Preferences and Imagines

When You Die

A/N May be a slight trigger warning with Ravens one. 

Clarke Griffin: Clarke tries her hardest to be okay with everything as her people need her. But when no one is around she breaks down. Endless tears fall and she can't stop blaming herself for your death but she knows there was nothing she could do as you were killed during battle. She tries to continue with her life without you, which isn't easy for her, but always kept you in her thoughts and she only has good memories of you and your relationship.

Lexa: Lexa badly wants to kill whoever killed you but then remembers you taught her that blood must not have blood and she wants to make you proud. She instead she pushes every thought of love to the back of her mind as no one could live up to how much she loved you no matter who they are and focusses on leading her people. She made an exception for you and you were always on her mind. You were her last love.

Octavia Blake: Octavia ends up running away from everyone. She lives in the woods for about a month. She just wanted to be alone and needed to reflect on how much she loved you. You were the only one who truly made her happy. You gave her so much and she felt as she couldn't give you the love you deserved but she knew that you were happy and didn't care about that. All the both of you cared about was being with each other which is why Octavia was so destroyed. She eventually goes back to camp but she isn't the same person she was before you died. She was more closed off and never trusted as much as she trusted you again.

Raven Reyes: Raven completely breaks down and shuts everyone else out. She cannot handle anymore pain and thought about taking her life to be with you again. She remembers the time that you saw her in a horrible state and you had reminded her how many people loved her and how strong she was. This helped Raven regain her strength but it takes her ages to get over your death but she knows you would want her to continue to live her life without you. Which is what she did but you were always on her mind.