The 100 Preferences and Imagines

One Of A Kind - Octavia

You visit her grave everyday. You always bring flowers as you know how much she loves them. When Lexa died you didn't just loose my sister you also lost my best friend. You would tell her everything, she'd always listen and never judge my choices. You valued her opinion and loved to hear what she'd have to say on certain topics.

You and Octavia were close ever since you met. She was your best friend. You didn't really like anyone from Skaikru except for Octavia. She had a unique back story and you admired how strong she was. You helped Indra train her to become a fierce warrior.

She was the first one to come and see you after the news that Lexa died. She held you and allowed you to cry in her arms. You appreciated her friendship but you couldn't help but want something more. You loved her more than a friend but didn't know where she stood so you never acted on your feelings.

You were sitting in your tent in TonDC drawing when you heard someone enter your tent. You didn't bother to see who it was because you weren't in the mood to talk to anyone. It had been a week since Lexa's passing and you were slowly getting better. You made a mental note to yourself to check on Clarke every now and then as you could see how much they loved each other.

"Y/N. Hello, earth to Y/N" Octavia said as she approached you

"What do you want?" You asked your words sounding a little harsher than you intended

"Someone's in a bad mood, I just came to see how you were doing" she replied looking down at you

You didn't stop drawing as the conversation progressed. "I'm fine. Is that all you needed to do?" You asked trying to make it clear you didn't want to be bothered. You weren't in the mood to be around people at the moment and you thought that of all people Octavia would get the hint but apparently you were wrong.

"Nope" Octavia replied playfulness in her words. Before you could react she lifted you up and chucked you over her shoulder and walked out of your tent. She carried you to the river you two often went to.

"Octavia Blake put me down right now. I am not in the mood and I just want to be alone" you almost yelled. You were annoyed. She obviously didn't get the hint you didn't want to be around anyone and proceeded to carry you.

"Whatever you say Y/N" she said with a smirk. All of a sudden Octavia had removed you from her shoulder and chucked you into the river. "You needed to cool off" Octavia said with a smile on her face.

"You are going to regret that" you replied. Before Octavia had the chance to react you had grabbed her arm and pulled her in with you. Once she was in you two started wrestling in the water trying to push each other under.

Octavia had managed to get you under so you decided to pretend to become unconscious. You let your body go limp and you stopped fighting. You could hear Octavia panic from below the water and all of a sudden you were being carried to shore.

"Y/N, come on, don't be dead. God I'm so stupid" she said to herself

"That you are" you said opening your eyes and staring into her worried ones.

"God don't do that Y/N. You scared me half to death." She said slight annoyance lacing her words. You couldn't help but laugh at her. She gave you a glare which only fuelled your laughter. "It's not funny" she said now clearly upset.

"Oh come on Octavia, lighten up" you said as you playfully punched her in the arm.

"That's it" just like that she was on top of you. You had no time to react. "I brought you out here to make you feel better and this is what you do. Pretend to drown. I can't loose you Y/N, you mean too much to me. So no I'm not going to 'lighten up' because what you did was not funny" she said while she was still on top of you.

You know you'd be able to catch her off guard and flip her so you did and now you were the one on top. "I can't loose you either" you replied and crashed your lips into hers not caring what she would think.

You were surprised when she didn't try to stop you, she only depend the kiss. You stopped pinning her hands down and moved them to her face. She was now sitting up with you in her lap. Her hands rested on your hips pulling you closer. You pulled away when breathing became a problem. You stared into her eyes getting lost in their beauty instantly.

"I love you Octavia Blake" you said to her being completely honest with her not even considering how you'd feel if she didn't feel the same.

"I love you too Y/N Y/L/N" and with that she kissed you again.

It was safe to say that the river was your new favourite spot to go, and finally admitting your feelings for Octavia felt liberating. She helped you heal after Lexa's death and she made you feel whole again.

She is truly one of a kind.