Runaway- Noah Schnapp x Reader

Chapter 20

"Food!" Noah yells slamming his fist to the table.

"Oh my god, Noah, don't start!" Millie sighs.

You laugh a little to yourself and grab Noah's hand making him stop banging his fist to the table.

Everyone clearly noticed and gave you weird looks. Finn probaly had the biggest grin on his face, but you didn't care.

You quickly let go and put your hands back on the table.

"Explain now!" Finn whispers to you.

"There's nothing to explain..." you mumble back.

"Yeah sure." Finn laughs.

"Seriously there is nothing to explain." you whisper annoyed.

"You grabbed his hand and you didn't flinch once." Finn states.

"Yeah bu- Whats happening" Sadie yells inturupting the conversion and making everyone face her.

"Noah and [Y/N] are going out now." Caleb answers.

Noah looks at him confused. "How would you know that?"

"I heard you guys talking from across the hall." He  states.

"You guys are going out now!" Millie says getting excited.

"I don't even know whats happening anymore..." Gaten states.

"I don't either..." You respond.

"Can we just get are food!" Noah yells slamming both his hands to the table.

"I have to call someone...." Gaten says slowly getting up and walking out of the room.

Noah shakes his head and gets up walking toward the fridge opening it, he gets pudding and walks out of the hotel door.

"I don't know what to say anymore." Sadie sighs putting her head down.

"What were we going to eat anyways?" Caleb asks.

"Joe went out to get Pizza." Millie answers getting up from her seat, but that was a big waste of time.

You sigh and get up from your seat and walk towards the door.

"You're leaving too?" Finn says with a sad face

"Tell me when Joe comes back I actally want to eat." You laugh a little and walk out the door. You began to walk to Monica room which was just 4 rooms away from yours, but you hear silent sobs coming from the boys room.

You knock on the room door waiting for someone to answer you finnaly hear someone walking toward the door and opening it to reveal Noah.

"Are you ok?" You ask as you see a tear drop from Noah's cheek.

"I'm fine." He says with a smile.

"No you're not." You say pushing the door open and walking in.

"Fine! You caught me what do you want now." He says sitting on the bed.

"You finished the pudding and you're crying?" You say confused.

"Shut up!" He laughs a little.

"Are you sure your ok?" You ask.

"No..." He mumbles.

"Whats wrong?" You say sitting beside him.

"I don't know anymore.." He sighs.

" Noah Schnapp...." You say grabbing his hand. "You know I like you a lot. Please tell me whats wrong."

"I'm just tired!" He whines laying himself on the bed.

"Ok I'll let you go to sleep." You say getting up and grabbing the blanket from the floor.

"I'm not tired generally..... I'm just tired of life." He whispers.

"Noah Schnapp is tired of life how surprising." You mumble.

"Its hard to live a life where everyone thinks that they know you when you're really dying on the inside to just be normal." He sobs.

You pull Noah closer into a hug with your head on his chest so you can hear is heartbeat. "I know exactly how you feel." You start to tear up.

"How can you even like me." He crys.

How could you say that you are the only person I've ever liked." right now you didn't even know what to do. Do you kiss him or do you not.

"I hate myself..." He mutters.

You didn't know what to say now, how could Noah Schnapp hate himself. He's the most beautiful person I know, you think to yourself.Well you probaly did the most unexpected thing ever coming from you, But you kissed him and he kissed back and it was so random.

You pulled away and looked at him with a smile. "Don't ever say that again, ok?"

He sighs and nods his head. "I'll try."

Bang bang.

You hear someone bang on the front door.

"Noah if you're hungry Joe's here with the pizza!" You hear Finn yell.

You quickly get up and walk to the front door.You look back at Noah he was shocked you laugh a little to yourself.

"I'm hungry, ok?" You smile.

"That explains it." He laughs.

You open the door revealing a Finn with a shocked expression.

"Holy crap! Did I interrupt something?" Finn laughs.

"So what if we did? I never know what you do with Monica behind closed doors!" You state.

"Who's Monica?" Noah asks.

"F-finns imaginary friend." You stutter

"Can we please get some Pizza!" Finn says swinging his hands in the room and out of the hallway.

"Ok." Noah says walking away to the other room.

"Also you're giving Monica the pizza." You say stopping him. And she would like two slices.You smile and walk away with the biggest smile on your face.

Your mind just kept drifting off to Noah saying those words.

I hate myself....

How could he say that? How could he say those words without thinking about the people around him who do know.

If only you could tell him what you are hiding.