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seventeen

J E N N I E

Am I hurt? Why do I feel like I lost someone really special? This is not good. I've been having mixed feelings towards Lisa ever since the day I laid my eyes on her. I know I just went through a break-up but it honestly seems like it didn't even mean a thing to me, it just happened and I never thought of it as heartbreaking. I think this is the time for me to finally look for the one I've been dreaming to be with.

Could it be Lisa?

Who would've thought this cute bad-ass could be the one? Oh, dear. I think I like Lisa. I like her. I really like her but I don't think that will ever be reciprocated. Hurts to say this but she just said she's been loving someone for years. Do you hear my heart breaking?

I was still awake 'til midnight, staring at the girl whom I adore sleeping. She looks so peaceful when she's sleeping, what a beautiful angel. Her soft snores are like music to my ears. Does this girl even have flaws? I wonder who the girl she loves is. I hope she's good enough to deserve Lisa. She's lucky to have someone loving her for that long. I can tell that Lisa really is something else. She's a keeper.

So what the hell do I do now? I'm not too desperate to change Lisa's mind and make her like me but still, I would do anything for her to do so. Oh gosh i'm so confused right now.

Maybe I can love her secretly? I'm not brave enough to go right at her and say——

"Hey, Lisa. I really like you" you know?

We have just become friends and I really enjoy spending time with her. I don't want to lose her. Who knows? Maybe things might get awkward between us and we'd end up drifting away from each other.

I don't know, I mean, these feelings won't go away easily right? That's impossible but I can't push myself into her either.

All I'm left with is to hope she notices me.

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A/N: Hi, how's the story guys? Any suggestions? Sorry for the slow updates! Btw, any Filipinos reading? 🇵🇭 Shoutout to you guys. 😉 Also, hey to all the international BLINKS! Comment where you're from. 😍