"you'll never know, but the memories you left me with pains me."
~~~~"it was nice to have you two visit us." mark announced with a smile and he leaned against the door frame, "yeah, it was nice to be back here, right jeno?" jeno nodded at jisung statement, he looked at mark in the eye with a sad smile, "can i get a hug hyung?" jeno asked quietly and the older smiled, he stepped out of the doorway, wrapped his arms around jeno and gave him a bone-crushing hug.
donghyuck soon joined in and hugged jeno and mark from behind, mark and donghyuck pulled away shortly. "if you need us, we're right here for you." donghyuck whispered when he saw a tear slip out the corner of jeno's eye. "jisung and i, no- i might be gone for a while..." renjun overheard their conversation and he suddenly shouted,
"what?!"
jeno looked at his brother with tears in his eyes, jisung looked shocked as he stands beside renjun. "i didn't want to tell you at all, but i didn't want you all to be worried. i-i just can't stand it anymore..." jisung nodded at jeno understandingly and asked, "when are you leaving?"
"right now, and i have one thing to ask of you jisung..." jeno stated and wiped some of his tears away, "take renjun and jaemin home safely, and take good care of them cause i don't think i'll be coming back soon..."
jisung nodded, "yeah, sure."
"but why are you leaving, jeno?" renjun asked before engulfing jeno into a hug, "i can't endure the pain and heartache anymore... i'm sorry, it isn't working." jeno whispered and sobbed into his brother's shoulder. "... take care, jeno..."
"see you soon." donghyuck says with a sad smile, mark wrapped his arms around donghyuck and smiled at jeno as well.
jeno pulled away from renjun and smile at everyone (except jaemin) before waving goodbye and then walking to his motorbike. they all watched him start the engine, rev it up, and take off. all was quiet after that. "i hope he stays safe..." renjun mumbles.
"we all do." mark answered with a frown.
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"where's jeno?" jaemin asked as he hop into the back seat, renjun sighed and turn to look at jaemin in the eyes "he left..." jaemin raised his brows, confused and worried for the older. "he left us, hyung." jisung answered for renjun who couldn't answer for himself. "okay... is it because of something bad? he always has a reason for leaving in the middle of something..."
"it's not something bad for us, it's something bad for him. he might not even come back, but while he's away i'll take care of you hyungs." jisung says and buckled up. he put the car in drive and sped off from mark's house.
once they reached renjun and jaemin's house he unlock the back doors and got down to open them for his hyungs, "thanks again jisungie." jaemin said and steps out of the car, renjun stepped out and gave jisung an unexpected hug. "take care, jisung." renjun says before pulling away from the hug and making his way inside his own with jaemin following behind.
jisung got back into the drivers seat and buckled up, he leaned back into the seat and got comfortable. his phone started ringing, he picked it up from the passenger seat and answered the call.
"yah, i'm at the park. you wanna drink?" a low familiar voice asked jisung and he smiled.
"why are you asking me to drink with you? i thought i was underage." jisung smirks when he heard jeno groan, "quickly come if you still want something to drink, or else-"
"okay bitch, i'm coming!" jisung laughed and ended the call. he quickly sped off to the park in hopes that he'll be able to drink something.
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jeno gulped down another bottle of beer, and threw it to the stack of bottle on his left. he sighed for the umpteenth time and suddenly jumped out of fright when he heard honking of a car. he turned to look and saw jisung making his way out of the mercedes benz and towards jeno. he sat cross-legged beside jeno who did the same (he was tired of crouching), jisung reached over jeno to grab a can of beer.
"Leo? i thought you liked Singha?" jisung states but it sounded like a question, jeno chuckled. "i prefer this. it helps me forget easily." jisung nodded and opened the can before sipping the beer. "so, where're you going?" jeno hummed questioningly and looked at jisung with his brow raised.
"oh, just around here. i don't go to far, i mean i need to come back here this june." jeno whispers and grabbed a can of beer. "need to or want to?" jisung questions with his eyes on jeno's face. "i want to. i love this place for its memories but i also hate this place because of the memories i had with jaemin." jeno frowns.
"tell me more. i'm hear to listen." jisung tried to persuade jeno into telling him more about his and jaemin's past, and it seemed to work. "i come here to drink right?" jisung nodded and jeno continued. "everytime i drink flashbacks comes back and it's painful for me cause my flashbacks constantly remind me of the hate in jaemin's eyes when he glares at me."
"it constantly remind me that he hates my guts for what i've done, and that's understandable. i did break is heart. but the fun, happy, gleeful memories we shared here reminds me that ever since i broke his heart. we won't ever have those moments anymore. it pained me but i couldn't do anything, nothing would ease the heartache. that's why i decided to take some distance away from you all."
"i'm sorry." jisung apologises out of sympathy and jeno waved it off, "i deserved it, i deserved everything. no point in trying to apologise because it's all my fault."
"just stay safe. pleas don't let the police catch you cause i won't know what to do without you, hyung." jisung whispers and placed his hand on jeno's knee. jeno reaches up to ruffle jisung's blond hair with a smile.
"you too big guy." he says.
"but i'm shorter than you?" jisung inquired with brows furrowed in confusion. "shut up." jeno spat at jisung playfully. the two of them decided spend the rest of the night at the park.
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