make happy | klance oneshots

what did i do to you ;

oh look, author vents through characters part 4357

➻au: earth/modern

➻tw: mentions of abuse. depressive theme.

➻characters: lance & keith

➻theme song: n/a , "don't love you" by dovie cupid (me)

tell me, do you sleep alright?
knowing, that im crying at night.

tell me, what did i do?
to make you leave?
what did i do to you?

tell me, are you doing alright?
please, tell me..
are you sleeping well at night?

i worry.
even though you killed me.
i still have feelings for you.
i wish you still did too.

you hurt me.
you hurt me so badly.
and i still run back to you.

you held me by the throat.
you told me that i wasn't allowed to speak.
what did i ever do to you, keith?

please tell me.
are you doing better now?
i worry that
the past caught up to you.

you abused me.
you used me.
i let you.
why did i not stop you?

you lied to me.
you cheated me.
i still see you in my dreams.

you hold me by throat.
you take away my words.
you silence me.
somehow i feel better.

i am worthless.
i deserve this.

you told me
that you loved me so.
then time and time again,
you took away my pride.

keith.
please tell me.
why'd you hurt me?
did you ever really deserve me?

Keith.
Do you, still think of us?
I wonder what could have happened
If you didn't throw me under the bus.

You don't listen to my calls.
You don't even answer.
Are you still there?
I worry.
I shouldn't worry..

Yet I still worry..