Psycho (bxb)

Chapter 6

Stokeley

After my therapy, I headed to jahseh's room. I wanted to see how his day was and make sure everything was good. I walked in and he was sleeping, a big shirt was the only thing covering his frame. I smiled and kissed his forehead before walking out. I went to my room and went to sleep, seeing Michael cuddling with Daniels ugly self.

I've only been here a few days and I'm already close with everyone, except Destiny. She is really trying to fuck after Jahseh and I made out in front of everyone. But that's none of my business.

Landon (the rest of this chapter is just Landons pov)

Jahseh woke me up at 8 in the morning, talking about "it's cleaning day" I rolled my eyes, knowing he is tired of my depressed self. He made me strip my bed, flip my mattress because I "sweat too much", get knew sheets, and he licked out the soft red ones with matching pillow cases and a big soft blanket.

After cleaning for about an hour, we finished. He literally cleaned yesterday so I don't know why we cleaned today. "I'm taking a shower" he nodded and started going through my closet. I stripped from my clothes and got under the warm water, cringing at the feeling of the water hitting the cuts on my thighs.

I washed gently and decided to shave too, might as well use the razor for its real reason. After my shower, I motioned my body, forgetting how good it felt to take care of myself. I applied deodorant, some face cream, and a leave in conditioner. My hair has grown really long.

I checked the time after stepping out of the bathroom, realizing I was in there for an hour and a half. It was now 10:30, and Jahseh had picked out an outfit for me. It's a thing he has been doing for me since we became best friends. "Thank you Jahseh" i said, giving him a soft smile. "You slept all day yesterday so you missed your meds, Lorraine wants you to go to her office once you get dressed"

I nodded and changed behind the curtain, seeing that he dressed me in nice clothes. There must be a secret event today clbecause I haven't dressed like this since Kimetrius' birthday party last year. I sighed at the thought of him, wanting to cry, but I held it together, knowing I would just cry later.

"Okay, I'll be back" I slipped on some socks before walking to Lorraine's office. We had a small conversation before I left, I felt kind of happier today, I knew I would cry myself to sleep but it's okay, the day is what matters. I walked into the room and heard the shower going. "Jahseh why is the water on?"

"Oh, Jared's water won't get warm so he's using ours" "Oh okay" I pulled out my sketch book and drew random sketches of random things, deciding it wasn't fun right now. I grabbed my head phones and mp3 player and listened to music, closing my eyes and laying back. A song came on and it broke my heart, it was Kimetrius' favorite.

I was going to skip it, but I just let it play, humming softly. A tear fell down my face, and I wiped it before opening my eyes. "Jahseh can we go on a walk?" I asked, looking up. "Sure, put your shoes on and go wait in the hall for me, I gotta change"

I put on my shoes and sat in the hall, playing with my fingers while waiting. "Okay, let's go" we walked to the field and just talked about funny stuff, it lead to him talking about that boy Stokeley, whom I approve of. We walked back to our room and I immediately started crying.

The song Kimetrius sang to me was playing, there was a note on my bed. 'I heard you humming when I was in the shower, open your changing curtain' I pened the curtain and screamed, seeing Kimetrius. "This isn't real. This is one of my dreams" I hugged him and cried. "I'm gonna wake up crying but I'll still hold you while I can. I love you"

"This ain't a dream baby. I'm here, I'm back" he lifted my face and pecked my lips. "That's it after how long you were gone?" He laughed before picking me up and throwing me on the bed. He jumped on top of me before connecting our lips for a long few minutes.

"I missed you so fucking much you don't even know." He said, putting his head in my neck. "Same with him. He has barely left his bed the whole time you were gone" Jahseh butted him. I didn't want him to know that cause then he'd worry about my depression and if I was cutting again.

"Aww baby I'm sorry, I was extra good so I could come back and be with you"  he pecked him cheek before laying next to me and pulling me close. "Ima go, bye Landon. Bye Metri, welcome back" after a few minutes of a comfortable silence, Kimetrius spoke up. "Lemme see your thighs" he whispered.

"Why?" I knew why. He knew it's where I always cut. "Landon" he said firmly. I nodded and pulled down the pants I was wearing, my eyes slowly watering as he looked at the cuts. "Is this cause of me?" I shook my head no, and I was lying. The suicidal thoughts I had before him came back, and he wasn't there to love them away.

"I'm sorry, I know I promised you I wouldn't do it again but I needed to feel physically not emotionally" I was now sobbing against his chest. He was going to to be angry. "Its okay baby, I'm not mad, just please don't do it anymore, okay?" "Okay"

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I wrote this like a week ago lmao I hope it isn't trash I just wanted to have another storyline along with Jah and stoke