The Life I never imagined (Complete)

Chapter 16

He pinned me on the door while his hands squeezed my ass tightly making me feel an exhilaration I'm not used to, some sort of a foreign concept to me, something I have never felt before. He was so gentle with me he made me feel safe and what we were doing felt right and nothing wrong with it at all. He needed this, he needed to forget the pain he was feeling even if it was for a few minutes. He picked me up and he opened the door with the other hand not breaking the moment at all. Normally I'd wonder where he got the strength but then the guy was a rugby player so of cause he had strength for days. I stopped kissing him and he looked at me

Me: the door

He walked to the door and locked it and came back to me loosening his tie

Him: you sure?

I nodded and he kissed me laying me back and then his hand went inside my underwear and he started rubbing my nookie, it felt so good to have Miso like this. seeing a side of him I always imagined rough and nothing this gentle. I always saw him as the rough sex kind of guy and not this sweet patient cautious man on top of me. he went on to kiss my neck making me super wet down there. I think we've just found my weak spot. I was weak for him and I wanted him inside of me, I was pleading to have him inside of me making me experience something I've only ever thought was painful and disgusting and turn it into a pleasurable experience for me. He stuck a finger and I flinched, he looked at me

Him: should I stop?

I shook my head no. I wanted this. he continued to kiss me and then he moved his finger in and out, at first it was a little uncomfortable but it turned into pleasure, his free hand was on my boobs stroking them. God he was taking me to another place where only he and I existed and I wanted us to stay in that world just he and I. He took off his pants as I could feel an orgasm build up. He went down on me and flickered his tongue around my clit, I heard a paper wrap and then he came up to me and tried inserting himself inside of me and I flinched in pain while he was kissing me looking deep into my eyes. I always thought rugby players weren't that packed based on what I've heard, apparently the steroids they take make it shrink but Miso was a different rugby player I guess because he struggled, I was even ready to tell him to stop but eventually he was in but not all in. he started off slowly until he was all in and I won't lie he was pretty lengthy. He went in and out slowly like someone who was making love to me. I'm used to guys going fast just so they can cum and get off and that's it but Miso was taking his time with me and kissing me every now and then until I came and he came after me. he looked at me like he was studying me.

Him: I love you Buttercup

I kept quiet. Did he just say he loved me? he got off me and went to dispose of the condom and he came back with a Luke warm towel and he wiped me and then I wore my underwear and fixed my dress and the rest of myself and then walked out living him to clean himself up. Miso and I just had sex and it wasn't traumatic at all and after that he told me he loved me... that sounds about everything that just happened right? as I was walking I bumped into his mom

Her: how is he?

Me: he's better

Her: ok that's good babe. Thank you Buttercup for being here today and supporting him and the rest of the family

Me: Miso is my friend

She nodded and kissed my forehead and went the opposite direction as me, I was about to walk down the stairs when Aya bumped me on purpose. I really don't know what Miss Bess's problem with me is.

Me: Because I respect your brother and your parents, I'll let this go

Her: I always knew you were ratchet. You will NEVER be part of this family. You may have my brother and the rest of my family fooled with your perfect little attitude but you don't fool me. I can see right through you missy