The Life I never imagined (Complete)

Chapter 28

So I told my boss that I was preggies and to my surprise he was cool with it and he said I could continue with my job and I got hired permanently. Could life get any better? My brother’s party was great and he and I were closer than ever, must be the baby growing inside of me. Mom called me every day to check on her grandchild and to make sure that I wasn’t depressed or whatsoever. I was now 8 months preggies and Miso’s family was more loving and welcomed me with open arms except Aya of cause, like I said, she said I was trying to trap Miso with a baby and wanted the Bess money. Miso was serious with school because now he had no choice but to finish his studies and get a well-paying job and be able to take care of his child. I didn’t know the gender yet and I didn’t want to know it. I had gotten myself with the help of my parents a 3-bedroom house in a nice neighbourhood and a stay in nanny. Yes, I was pregnant but I was not about to live with a boyfriend now. it just ruins things and I’m not ready for the constant fighting and stuff even though we’ve been arguing a lot lately. I don’t know, I feel like he’s distant from me. its December and soon I’ll be leaving for Christmas. Ivy was here and we were sitting watching tv together.

Her: so how does it feel being pregnant?

Me: I’m enjoying it actually. I thought I’d be depressed and hate it but I’m loving it. having to feel my little one kick, its beautiful

Her: Lala

Me: yeah?

Her: please don’t be mad

Me: when you start a sentence like that then best believe I will be mad

She played with her fingers

Me: Yvette what’s going on?

Her: you need a nanny and Ester is available

I chuckled. She was joking right? that woman failed being a mother to me and her, what makes her think that she’s going to be a good nanny to my child?

Her: hear me out please

I was looking at her waiting for an explanation or whatever bull that was going to come out of her mouth

Her: look she’s taking her meds and the Chemo is working and she has changed for the better Lala. Please just give her a chance

Me: Ivy I’m pregnant and I don’t want to pop early. Please leave before I say something that will ruin our sisterhood

Her: Red come on

Me: NO Yvette. That woman is the source of my pain, she broke me, she made me do despicable things with men old enough to be my father. She didn’t give a damn how that made me feel just as long as she gets paid and we get to have food on the table. She wanted to pimp you out Yvette and because of me she didn’t. she was willing to sell her own daughter just to get a few bucks but I begged her to use me instead. I can’t believe you want me to forgive that woman. I cannot believe that you would want that woman to be my child’s nanny. I will die before she goes anywhere near my baby. God you’re unbelievable you know that? Maybe I should have just let her do as she pleased with you because then maybe you wouldn’t be taking what I went through for you so lightly.

She was now in tears and I was breathing so heavily I even had a sharp pain in my heart. I feel like I sheltered Yvette so much to a point where she doesn’t understand how life works. She wouldn’t be the person she is now had I not sheltered her and protected her from her own mother. I should have let her be then maybe she wouldn’t be speaking like this. so many times I have let Yvette walk all over me because she’s younger than me and I wanted her to grow up differently from me but instead it made her a brat.