The Life I never imagined (Complete)

Chapter 37

My baby was out of the hospital and she was back home. After what happened I just wanted her home where I could monitor her, now it’s not that I don’t trust Yaya and Derrick but I don’t want to burden them with a sick child because doc said to keep a close eye on the things she eats and I am fortunate enough to have a smart daughter because she knows better now that she spent the night in a hospital bed. Her father spent the day with her dad and then he brought her over when I had gotten back from work. As for Miso and I… well I think that chapter is closed, he’s tried fixing what’s broken but let’s be realistic, no-one has ever died from being single. I love him yes and he completes me but I don’t know. Yaya’s idea of us working on ourselves first before working on us. we haven’t really had much of a conversation ever since that day, I’ve been avoiding him at all costs. When he’s around I’m busy in my room with the door locked so that he doesn’t enter because Miso is not afraid to enter the room without knocking. It was the weekend of Toby’s wedding and I was flying there with my daughter and my date being my brother. His wife was gone home for the weekend and my boyfriend was not on talking terms with me ever since the Miso saga. We got to the venue and I called Toby. I needed to see him and to wish him luck on his big day. He answered and he told me where his room was and that’s where I went, I excused myself from my daughter and brother and went to his room. I knocked and he opened still in sweatpants and a t-shirt

Me: I thought you’d be dressed by now

Him: morning to you too Red. I am nervous AF and how are you?

I pulled him in for a hug and indeed he was nervous he was even shaking; I couldn’t help but laugh because I have never witnessed Toby like this. We broke the hug and he let me in.

Me: how are you?

Him: like I said. Nervous, how are you?

Me: I am good. Life’s been kind

Him: where’s the little one? I was hoping I’d meet her

Me: she’s downstairs with my brother

Him: I thought you’d be here with your boyfriend

Me: we had a fight so I doubt he’s coming

Him: I’m sorry to hear that

Me: I’m not here to talk about me. How’s the future Mrs? She must be a catch

Him: she’s a real catch. She’s amazing. Her name is Camille and she’s a child psychologist

Me: sounds charming

Him: she’s everything Red

Me: I am happy if you happy

Him: and you? How’s the little one?

Me: she’s a doll. She was in hospital a few days back, she has ulcers

Him: argh poor thing. I never thought I’d live to see the day where you are actually a mother

I laughed. I laughed because I never thought I’d give birth to a baby girl and I always said if I gave birth to a girl then I’d give her up for adoption because I didn’t want her to share the same fate as me.