The Life I never imagined (Complete)

Chapter 42

After our innocent shower. Yes, the shower was innocent, we washed each other’s back in silence and it was very nice. It was calming and relaxing and for a while I actually forgot about Triston and my little sister. We went back to the room with each of us with a towel around our body.
Me: you sleeping over?
Him: do you want me to?
Me: I’d love for you to
Him: sure thing babes
I don’t lotion my body when I’m about to sleep because I feel it makes no sense. I wore my t-shirt which I got from him by the way. when I turned around he was starring with a smile
Me: what?
Him: you still have that
Me: yeah
It was a t-shirt he gave me back in varsity in our second year. He was leaving for home and he insisted on leaving me something to remember him by and who was I to say no?
Me: you still have the bracelet I gave you hanging on your rear view mirror
He chuckled
Him: so you noticed
He said with that lazy adorable smile of his I hate so much because it’s too charming.
Me: just like you noticing the t-shirt I’m wearing now
Him: it’s different
Me: whatever. You being weird
Him: can I get a t-shirt
I laughed before looking for something for him to wear because he knew I had something of his in my wardrobe. I took out his old boxer shorts… they not that old because he has slept in my place sometime this year but we didn’t sleep on the same bed, he slept in his daughter’s room with her only because the next day they were going somewhere together
Him: starting to think you have a lot of my stuff in that closet
Me: maybe I do… you leave your stuff here a lot
Him: what can I say, this place is my other home
Me: then maybe you should start paying rent
Him: maybe I should
I got inside the blankets and he went to switch the lights off and got inside next to me and pulled me to his chest and brushed my hair while I drew meaningless things on his chest with my finger.
Him: I’m sorry about the way I spoke to you the other day
Me: its ok. I needed that, it made me see a lot of things I didn’t quite see about myself before
Him: oh
Me: yeah. Miso while you were in SA I spoke to Yaya
Him: she told me
Me: let me finish. She mentioned a lot of things that made sense. Like how we should each work on ourselves before we work on us.
Him: mmmh
Me: I think we should give us a shot. Miso it’s no use denying what we each feel for each other. Well you don’t deny it but I do and so far it hasn’t worked out good for me at all because had I just swallowed my pride and been with you from the get go then I wouldn’t have been with Triston nor would I be in the mess I’m in now. I’m not saying move back to the states or anything but I’m willing to give us a shot even if its long distance
Him: Buttercup
Me: if you already have someone in SA then its ok, I understand.
Him: may I say something now?
Me: ok
Him: no I don’t have anyone in SA. Even if I wanted to I couldn’t because I wasn’t ready for anyone. Buttercup I want us to work and if it means me moving back here then so be it just as long as I have you in my life and not just as my daughter’s mother but more than that. I love you Yolanda and for you I would cross oceans and quit everything. The real reason I even stayed longer than I had planned is because I enjoy seeing you every day. It lightens up my world and going back to SA would only mean I see less of you
Me: what about your job? You haven’t even been there for 6 months
Him: I am a Land surveyor and an IT specialist… how hard could it be for me to get a job Buttercup
I chuckled, he was so confident but that’s one of the things I love about him. I looked up at him and he planted a kiss on my lips and then broke it.
Him: lets sleep, you have work and Kendra needs to get ready for school
Me: ok then.
He kissed my head
Him: I love you Buttercup
Me: I love you too
You ever had sleep so good you don’t even want to wake up for the next day because you fear that last night was a dream and if you wake up and carry on with today someone might just ruin the day for you? Well that’s how good I slept in Miso’s arms, with a sense of belonging for a change. I was happy. I was content. The best good morning/breakfast is not the one where you get a sweet lovey dovey text from Bae or the one where bae serves you breakfast in bed but instead its being had for breakfast by the one you love… does that make any sense? But then again love makes no sense right? Anyway Miso’s tongue was on playing around on my clit making me feel all kinds of euphoria. Good God it felt good as he devoured me like his favourite food or the best thing he’s ever tasted in this world. I couldn’t help but let out a moan of his name with my eyes still closed. I was enjoying the moment no lie
Him: Good morning
I didn’t even respond. Instead I pushed his head deep in between my legs, I could feel it coming, I could feel my orgasm build up as he went in deeper and I caressed my boobs because the sensation was too damn good. Oh God I could get used to waking up like this I swear. I let it all out and he cleaned me with his tongue which you would swear he went to some school to learn what he just did right now with. he came up to my face and leaned in so close I could smell my juices in his mouth, he was balancing his hands on either side of my face. He was so handsome, so sexy, so hot… God what other word can I use to describe how good this man before me looked?
Him: how are you?
Me: good. Great.
That was probably one of the best orgasms I’ve felt in a long time… a month is long trust me and with Triston I’ve had to fake orgasm every time we had sex, but with Miso they just come-cum*pun intended* naturally you know. Miso always knows which spots to hit. I just looked at him just taking him in like this, me at his mercy and him knowing very well the power he holds over me. he leaned in and kissed me, I could taste myself on his lips… not really a good taste but then again come on guys, this man makes everything taste good with those lips of his. Ok I sound obsessed but you can’t blame me, I’m in love all over again. I am reminded of what used to be and what could be if I don’t ruin things which I’m not planning to do. I lowered his boxers with the help of my feet until they were in his ankles while we were still kissing. His manhood sprung free and I played with it with my hands, he felt bigger than the last time I checked. I could feel his muscles tense up and I decided to flip us over because I wanted to take control. I went down leaving a trail of wet kisses all the way to his big and thick shaft. I swallowed hard, I don’t remember him this big I swear or maybe it’s been that long since I last saw it. I gagged in between making him call out my name and to me that was motivation to keep going until he exploded in my mouth, I couldn’t swallow all of his juices thou. I turned my back on him and got on top reverse cowgirl and did my thing, he switched things up and we were both kneeling on the bed with him behind me caressing my boobs with one hand and the other playing with my clit. I don’t know how many times I orgasmed but when we finally laid down to rest I could barely catch my breath. I can’t remember the last time I had sex this good, this was what I call a real exercise. He pulled me to his chest and kissed my head.
Him: I missed this
Me: me too
Him: I love you
Me: to the moon and stars back
He chuckled
Him: don’t let Imi hear you say that
I chuckled. Our daughter can be very jealous and she gets it from her father. The whole I love you to the moon and stars and back thing is only hers and I’s thing and should she hear me say it to someone else then she’ll sulk the whole day.