(Y/n pov)
it is now a year since i last saw thomas, and things have changed. The first few weeks he called me and texted me but now i haven't heard from him since a half year. I had a few boyfriends who all broke my heart, the last one did that just two days ago. I'm an emotional mess and i think i ate more than a normal person does in his whole life. I fell asleep on the couch and woke up by a sweet voice, i opened my eyes and saw thomas "y/n are you okay" he said with what seems like tears forming in his eyes "noo i'm everything but okay" i said crying and he hugged me.
After 30 minutes i told him everything about my life and how my ex broke my heart "all that happend and i wasn't there for you" thomas said and i could see that he was angry at himself "no thomas it's not your fault, you were filming a movie" "no i had to be there for you i promised it when i left" i begon to cry again "what is wrong?" "When...when you didn't text me or called me and i was going through a hard time i...i tried to kill myself" i said with tears in my eyes and looked at him, i saw that he begon to cry "i don't even want to know how you did this it's all my fault, if that boy was smart he would never leave you. You're beautiful and smart and i love to see those little twinkles in your eyes, i should never have left you like this" thomas said crying
"no thomas it's not your fault or their fault, it's my fault because when you left i should have told you i loved you. The only reason i had with those boys is because i wanted to forget you, but i started to care about them and then they broke my heart" i said as fast as i could so he didn't hear much. "Really? I thought you would never love me in that way, i loved you since i first met you and i still do" he looked me in my eyes and then he kissed me. "I love you too thomas"
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