Resenting mum (Casualty)

5

Chloe sighed to herself as she lay in bed, she was hurt and blamed herself over the miscarriage that she had. She felt as if she should of known and been able to protect her baby. Chloe smiled as Iain walked into the bedroom. He looked to Chloe and smiled as he sat on the bed next to her. Iain knee that Chloe was struggling with the miscarriage and he was too but he knew he needed to be there for Chloe. He looked to her and smiled "I on w that you are struggling with this, but it isn't your fault, I promise" Iain said as she looked to him and smiled as he pulled her into a hug.

He kissed her on top of her head as she played with the corner of the duvet that was over her and smiled to herself "we would of been great parents" Chloe said as Iain looked to her and smiled "and we still will be, when your ready, when we are both ready to be parents. We can try for a baby and we ready this time" Iain said as Chloe looked to him and smiled.

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Chloe sighed to herself as she stood stood outside of the ED. It was her first day back since she had the miscarriage. Iain stood by an ambulance and looked to Chloe and sighed to himself. He was worried that Chloe was rushing things and that she was returning to work to soon. She looked to him and smiled as Iain excused himself as he placed a stretcher in the back of an ambulance. He walked over to Chloe and frowned "are you sure" he asked as Chloe looked to him and smiled "I'm fine babe, I promise" she said as she leant in and kissed him.

Chloe walked down the hall and sighed as she saw Sam who was talking to aria. Sam walked over to Chloe and frowned as he looked to her. He could tell that Chloe wasn't herself. Chloe was usually so lively and full of life and she seems broken. Sam pulled his daughter into a hug as she sighed to herself "I know you Chloe, and I know when you are not okay" he said as she looked to him and smiled as she felt herself start to cry. Aria noticed and walked over to her "come on, we'll talk" aria said as Chloe nodded. Chloe sat next to aria in the staff room and looked to her and smiled "I don't know who I am ari, I feel so broken and unwanted especially since mom returned and I don't know what to do, why aren't I good enough?0 Chloe asked as aria looked to her and smiled "you are, I promise, your my sister and your amazing, I promise" aria said as she hugged Chloe.

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Later that day, Chloe walked into the ambulance bay as Iain looked to her and smiled as she walked over to him and hugged him "I'm not okay" Chloe said as he held her close and smiled "I know you not" Iain said as he looked to her and smiled as tears filled her eyes " I want to be though, and I don't know how to be" she said as Iain looked to her and smiled as he placed a hand on her cheek and smiled "we will get through this together, I promise you that I am not going anywhere " Iain said as he leant in and kissed Chloe.