Time started: 8:12 pm
First off I'm must apologize for leaving myself hanging and not writing back. For the last log. I did not write later on.
It's clearly almost the end of summer. Which in my case is bad news for me I haven't finished my summer homework. Not saying I don't want to do it. I want it done and finish though being me and knowing myself. I going to be the lazy ass I am always.
In these past few days my mother has be working. Doesn't seem that bad right. Well, not in me case for I act totally different when she is gone. I don't act like a sister to my bothers. I act like a second mother. It may sound weird but it is true. I cook for them, clean, care for them, and I even tell them what to do. I get mad at them when they don't listen. It frustrates me. In these days I have also been thinking of how my mother has been feeling when she didn't work. Like how I feel and all that. It's depressing for me to realize that she has been also going through depression too. She would always tell me things like 'oh you don't understand, I'm always the one who eats last, and no one waits for me.' It was true all along. I feel bad for not trusting in her words.
Well this is all I have me today.
Time ended: 8:26 pm
YOU ARE READING
the world through my mind
RandomWant to read something that makes you cry. Want to cry. This isn't a story. Oh no you couldn't be more wrong. This is inside my mind. And knowing myself. Well. It's hell.
