Time started: 12:50 am
It's late. I could say I'm tired and want to go to sleep but I know it's not true. It's late. This is only going to lead to (a word I can't spell). I could try and fall asleep and succeed. Or not yet and fail to get up in the morning for a run, and be more active on a Wednesday. I known right crazy. Me being active. Not my thing.
I feel different sometimes. It's not something I could describe and you could just understand it in a split second. No. I feel weird even thinking of me. I mean I know I have low self-esteem, but sometimes I feel like I have more than that. I'm more broken than I thought I was. Funny. Or at least I think it is. See this is what I mean. I feel....I don't know. It's just not natural. Un- human. I think I'm going to end it here. It's late,and I don't what to continue the conversation.
Time ended: 1:02 am
YOU ARE READING
the world through my mind
RandomWant to read something that makes you cry. Want to cry. This isn't a story. Oh no you couldn't be more wrong. This is inside my mind. And knowing myself. Well. It's hell.
