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Now, I don't know what my purpose in life is, nor do I think anybody has found their purpose. But I don't think anyone knows what it means to find a purpose in our human life. Don't mind me imma just go clean dog shit. A human's purpose might as well be clean dog shit. But what dose that mean, what dose having a purpose mean? It's like saying this fork is meant for solid food only and this spoon is only meant for liquid foods like soup. But it's not like that at all we use those two for the same things. It's snowing. I sometimes use a fork for rice and sometimes I use a spoon. Makes no difference because the rice dose not change and I still get to eat the rice. And to people who say they have a purpose, I don't think so. Here's why, I don't believe your work, job, hobby is your purpose. It is an destraction. It is something you enjoy. It is not the reason you were meant for. So here's my question again what is a purpose. The definition is "the reason for which something is done or created or for which something exists." What was the reason for human creation? What was the reason for human emotion, reproduction, and thinking? If you just gave yourself a religious answer okay. We believe that we were just created by light and this light wants us to succeed in life. This light of high power loves us all equally and is watching over all of us. Why? Because he loves you. Listen, I believe in God I do but it's just I can't have this non materialistic being give me life and not give me instruction on me. Yeah sure God "created" us but sin isn't the reason we keep on living. To some, God might be the only reason they do live, their only purpose for anything, they do it for God. I don't think it's enough. I don't live for God, sin isn't my purpose, sin created me but I don't know why.
So far in my sixteen years of living I found out that many feel lost and don't know why, that many work for everything and just don't feel satisfied. That many just feel unwholesome even though they are very successful in many ways. One may have lots of money and pay for everything but for some reason gets cancer. One may be extremely poor but has lots of love that they can keep on living. It is simply a un balance in life. Which brings me to my next point. If you are someone in the middle class that has just enough money in life that you have food in the table everyday and you also have a whole family that you love no matter what, why do you feel unwholesome? Why does human kind feel only one third done? I don't know an answer. I don't know why we feel so down even with others.
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the world through my mind
De TodoWant to read something that makes you cry. Want to cry. This isn't a story. Oh no you couldn't be more wrong. This is inside my mind. And knowing myself. Well. It's hell.
