Time started: 5:19 pm
Okay. I wrote something today. At school and I think it sums up everything I would have written here. So im just going to just give you the rough draft. Here goes...
Somewhere around third period:
It feels like it's gonna break. Like it's going to burst. My brain, isn't awake, but when I over think it wakes up. Yet, it hurts, when I over think. This hasn't happened to me for a long time. I don't even remember the last time I had to write my thoughts. I remember writing in middle school, but that was only because I felt very self conscious, and last year, freshman year when my brother went through some things, and I went through a horrible state but I didn't write meaning it was getting better. When I write my thoughts I feel like I can't share. Like I'm alone. But everything is doing okay. So why AM I WRITING AGAIN. The pain lessened. Not a lot but some. Breathe.
So, yeah... that prettying said it all. Ha. I think I ama keep writing to help my vent. I think I'm ready to let out what has been done over the years, but I think I shouldn't just be saying the negative. There's always a light side to things.
Time ended: 5:39 pm
YOU ARE READING
the world through my mind
RandomWant to read something that makes you cry. Want to cry. This isn't a story. Oh no you couldn't be more wrong. This is inside my mind. And knowing myself. Well. It's hell.
