Time started: 9:13pm
It's uh, Thursday school night and I need to be in bed by at least ten. No, wrong, it's a Thursday night and I'm already in bed but can't sleep, won't sleep because my brain just won't shutdown. Also just got a notification saying, Bedtime Reminder your wake up alarm is set for 6:25am. Which makes nonsense because I somehow wake up before my alarm, then try to go back to sleep can't, and when the alarm hits I just get magically sleepy again.
Today was not an okay day, well some parts where good but others were just ugh awful. I mean this week is just been blah. Not even it's only the first month of the year and it's already going to hell. Let me just start off by saying my foot hurts like the bone, the top bone, you know the bone that pops up, yeah that one, it hurts, don't know why or how it just hurts.
Okay, so I want to write everything but if I do than I'll have less sleep and I won't wake up and I'll probably be late for school. I don't like sleeping late. It's just not my thing. But I wanna write to myself because I feel like I deserve someone who understands me and who better than me.*claps* Thank you, thank you.
You can do this.
Whop. Okay.
Marco kissed me.
I kissed Marco.
But let me go back. Around the late year of 2018 and early year in 2019 my brother got diagnosed with depression. Okay way to back. Looks like I not ready to write about things so I think imma just to sleep or something.
Oh shit, how rude of me. Happy year! And may this year be the one we all die.
Time ended: 9:53pm
YOU ARE READING
the world through my mind
RandomWant to read something that makes you cry. Want to cry. This isn't a story. Oh no you couldn't be more wrong. This is inside my mind. And knowing myself. Well. It's hell.
