Save ME {Bucky x reader}

*15* Sketch

"No." You whisper as you linger your hand over his body. "No, no. No no no!" You sob as you lay your forehead on him and clench his clothes tight in your hands. "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry." You mumble into him as you sob harder. You feel a hand touch your shoulder and you look up behind you, there stood behind you was Terence; he was bony and thin, pale and dirty, dry blood covered his face and chest.

"You could have saved me." His voice was distorted and you fell back shocked, you crawled backwards stopping as you hit something. You turn your head to see Terence's once limp body sitting up straight and staring at you with his green eyes turned black as coal.

"You could have saved me, Y/N." Dark blood dripped out of his mouth as he stared at you.

"You could have saved me." You look back to the standing corpse to see your mother walk out behind him.

"You told me to leave!" You yell at her and feel tears run down your face.

"You could have saved us." Your two best friends walk out behind you and you shoot your head around to look at them.

"Stop!" You yell before getting up and spinning around, all of your friends and neighbours walk out from behind trees. Their skin was pale and decaying to show the bone, dried blood spread across everyone's body's.

"You could have saved us, Y/N. Why didn't you save us?" They all said in sync as they walk slowly towards you. You start to panic and cry, shooting your head around.

"I couldn't save you! Stop! Get out of my head! I couldn't save you!" You yell at them but they don't go away. They keep walking towards you chanting the same sentence over and over again.

"You failed your home. You failed your ancestors." You look up to the stars.

"Stop! I didn't fail you!" You yell at the sky as you feel bony hands scratch at your body and pull you down. "Stop! Get off of me!" You try to push them away from you but they pin you down scratching at your face still chanting the same sentence.

"Y/N!" You squirm in their grip and keep your eyes tightly shut. "Y/N!" You shoot your eyes open and make a dagger appear in your hand as you bring it to someone's neck. "Woah!" You hear them say, the moonlight shines through your window onto their face and your heart drops. You drop your eyes and make the dagger disappear, your hair was sticking to your sweaty body and tears dried on your cheeks. "Y/N." He says quietly and your breath becomes uneven as you start to cry.

"Buck." You cry out and breathe heavily. He wraps his arms around you and you sink into his chest as he strokes your hair quietly cooing you.

"It's ok, I'm here. I'm here." He mumbles into your head and you sob uncontrollably. He lets go of you and gently holds your face in his hands as he stares into your eyes. "Doll, these have been going on for days. Do you want to tell me?" You start to cry again and nod your head knowing you can't keep it to yourself forever.

"D-did you hear me from your room?" You choke out feeling afraid you might have woken everyone up. He sighs and nods his head, you look away letting a tear roll down your cheek and he puts his flesh finger under your chin making you look back at him.

"Do you want to tell me?" He asked again and you looked into his eyes and nodded, he laid back against your bed frame and you laid on his chest as you wrap your right leg around his and pinch at his metal fingers. He wraps his right arm around you and twists strands of hair in his fingers as you tell him what happened, he didn't say anything and let you speak until the sun started to rise. Once you finished you stayed in his grip as he gently combed his fingers through your hair, you shut your eyes listening to his steady heart beat until you slowly fell asleep.