Her hands were shaking as she fumbled with her phone from her back pocket. She dialled 911. Tears blurred her vision. Everything slowly faded away into a black void.
I didn't know how much time had passed. I no longer had a sense of time. Suddenly a wave of bliss washed over me washing away all the stress and anxiety. Leaving me only with peace and reassuring numbness. There was a canopy of trees above me hiding a light blue sky. I saw Sadie sitting in front of a headstone. Finn Wolfhard. I'm dead. Slowly I took a step forward and instantly felt a burning sensation spread throughout me. Her face was expressionless. She began to speak. Her voice became the only noise I could hear.
"Finn. I should've told you sooner. I love you. I love you so fucking much. Everything about you. I always have. I need you. I don't even know if you can hear me and it's all my fault. You deserve so much more than this world could ever offer. You're the most beautiful person I've ever met. I knew you had to leave one of these days. Just why so soon? All I want is to be with you. I'll always love you Finnley. You're the best thing that's ever happened to me. I wish I could've been better for you."
Her words sent vibrations through me. She tasted bittersweet. Her voice made you feel like you're floating on clouds. But when she got up to leave it felt like slipping on ice. I stood there stuck in my place and watched her walk away. If only I could kiss her one more time. What I would do to feel her lips one last time. Hold her in my arms and sing her to sleep. If only I could go back.
