baby // spam

school ?????

hehh it's ya girl, katie.

i just got through a meltdown.

i start school tomorrow, which normally isn't a big deal.

i'm going to a different school than all my friends.

i know a couple people from volleyball, but we're not really close and i don't have classes with them anyways.

the school is huge and i got lost trying to hang up a poster last week, so trying to get to my classes is already looking bad..

i don't even know what hallway my second period is on.

looks like i'm screwed.

ALSO i'm extremely socially awkward

(which you've 100% figured out by now, because, like, me, but you know..)

so it's kinda hard for me to make new friends.

on top of all that! i'm an introvert :) so i don't like to talk to people i don't know.

the first day of school is always bad enough, but now i'm at a brand new school, i don't know anyone, i don't know where things are,

just UGH!

i called my irl bsf and she talked to me about it and stuff and we prayed together and like i'm feeling a bit better and i stopped crying but still.

and i came back in my room i found an envelope on my dresser with my name on it.

my sister has a blog and she wrote a post about going into high school and all her tips on it. she put that and a note from her in the envelope.

that made me cry again, because she's leaving in like thirteen days for college halfway across the country.

i don't even know what to do guys. i'm so scared for school.