why does my brain hate me, like, I just wanna be in peace and not have the same dreams, about him, its slowly killing me, but I like it, most times I don't cry, most times I get pissed at myself for waking up too soon. Or when I wake up a get an uneasy feeling that I'm hated by him, like I just fucked it up...school is starting soon, and he's at my bus stop.. I don't think I'll be able to look at him, I'm scared. trust me, he's the sweetest guy, and only guy (I think) I know, I love him, but its not a Romeo and Juliet type thing, its more of. "wait till school is done at least.." or "get to know each other.." how do you get to know someone if you cant see 'em.., I'm cool with his family..I laugh as I think about they're happy I like their son.. they just want him to be prepared, too late for that..., But I think I'll be fine, I'll overcome it...just...ill be heartbroken if I wasted my time on a complete fuck up...
*sips hot sauce long and hard* I think I'm drunk off hot sauce oops..
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Cerita Pendekjust tellin u about the dreams i have every night, scary shit, or normal shit, fanfics that i wont finish probably
